The Mendaks Clan...

Malboro Malaysian Motorcycle Grand Prix 2006

2006-09-16T16:01:00.000+08:00

MGP 2006

Sepang International Circuit.
Malaysian MotoGP 2006 = 2 words : GILER LA!

let's let the pictures do the talking..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......!!!
For more pix click HERE

Astargfirullah, Alhamdulillah, Allahu Akhbar

2006-08-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

I learned 3 things at an expense of ALMOST losing the people i love and myself:

1. never forget Allah
2. never be TOO brave especially on the road
3. never assume we're visible anywhere

i love everyone of you little thing in this whole wide world.

Fida: condolences to your friend's family. I love you girl.
and yes, i love you sab. n dian n wiwi..

Sentosa with the girls

2006-06-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

currently: on t-h-r-e-e days leave!
listening to: have you ever seen the rain - ccr

JB with the girls: check
MOS with the girls: check
Zoo with the girls: check
Sentosa with the girls: check

Sentosa was superb after not going there for the longest time..

Let's let the pix do the talking ->
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Dedication to someone who have touched our life deeply. .

2006-05-16T08:38:00.000+08:00

The Friend we once had, Now the only One we've lost.
He left us behind cherishable memories dat are worth reminiscing.
He painted our lives wth his smiles.
The jokes,The laughter,the bandung spitting moment,the ice skating moment,the mid9t cycling moment,the lepaking moment,the airport moment,the bdays gathering moment,the sliding in the rain moment,the sentosa moment,the playing games moment,the TAC moment...
Dis memories are priceless. He came and touched our lives in a way dat could have never been achieved otherwise.

Some PICS to remind us of him..

" Life is too beautiful to waste over tears and sadness. So instead, just smile and laugh...laugh hard!"
Dats the only thing he's good at. .

" Each and every moment is sacred."
Even if it meant dat he did a bad pose. .

" Care is the sweetest form of love. So when anyone says, 'Take care', it's as good as saying, 'I will keep you in my heart till it's very last beat.'"
1 of his fav phrase.."eh,take care eh!" n i always knew he meant it even though he said it in the "mat" style.

" To have a friend in my life like you doesn't mean sailing on a boat without any storms. Rather it means having a boat that can sail in every storm."
Best Friends. .

" Giving love is the greatest pleasure of the heart and receiving it back is the highest treasure of your soul."
His love for kids..

" Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile."
Faizal being himself... always happy.

" The only things we ever keep are what we give away."
He gave away love. . to dis bunch of weirdos.

"There is nothing worth the wear of winning, but laughter and the love of friends."
Band of brothers. .

" Count your life by smiles, not tears; count your life by friends, not years."
Our last Raya-ing with him..

My deepest condolences goes to his family and girlfriend(Faedah)
Lets keep him in our prayers.

Love,
Dian

Tioman.. it was b-e-a-utiful.

2006-04-23T19:21:00.001+08:00

scubAA @ Tioman!

from left to right: moi, kak mimi, sab & Abg Dek
the experience was amazing..
we snorkel-ed, scuba, hike-d, waterfall swimming, fed the fishes, swam with the fishes, and i was bitten by the fishes.
it was amazingly b-e-a-utiful.

oh, sab n i actually did so many things together there including breathing from the same oxygen tank.
sab was almost out of oxygen n we shared mine using from the extra regulator.
so we were basically breathing and diving togeTHER..

a picture speaks a thousand words.
now i've hundreds of 'em.
the pictures i mean..
heh!

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Welcome to the Singapore Zoological Garden

2006-04-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

and it's not even an April Fool's joke, ok!

from left:
Fiffy Binte Dato' Awang (from Malaysia),
SuEry Binte Pengeran Suhairi (from Brunei),
Sab-atooth tiger, daughter of Captain Anthony (from Indonesia), and
Esa Fernandez, daughter of the father lor (from Philippines)

FYI, we were supposed to be students from OFS.
then we all step tourist once we reached the zoo..
It was superb la.
the best-est part has to be the animal show, and of course the ben & jerry's..

and another thing i wana share is...
Sab did april fool's joke on fida n i until she kena back.
we were looking at the animals, i think it's the babirusa, in 1 of the dens.
and i was telling sab that it's a male.
when she asked me how i know i told her that i can see the ding ding.
it's hanging from the ear.
n u know what? she actually believed and was looking for the babirusa's ding ding behind the ear.
and my ans was.. "april fool!!"
haiz... no wonder u're one of our friends la girl..

breakfast was nasi lemak cooked by our bestest fida.
late lunch was at kfc, and desert was ben & jerry's.
i had a superbly hella good time, babeh(S).
t'was one of the memorable moments.
and i'm missing ery's terbiat panas liao..
oh, and the jump jump trick we did at the plantation.
best la best...

now i can't wait for my x-country and especially my hol trip with sabbie n kak mimi..
yeay!

more pix @ the Zoo -> http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AcsnDRs1ZtmVz&notag=1

oh ya, and did i tell u that sabbie n i went wakeboarding last week? i'll prolly just let the pix do the talking then.. -> http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AcsnDRs1ZtmWM&notag=1

Mendaks so mendak liao..

2006-03-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

when was the last time we all met up?
everyone is so busy already.
pls do not make it further busy..
we hafta meet up more, ok?
miss you people(S)

The day Sabbie bike tyre burst

2006-02-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

It was a normal sat nite when i'll meet Sab after work whenever she works afternoon on saturdays.
Last night was no different except that Fidah, Bear & Ash were with me.
We went to makan at Newton when Sab's tyre burst.
After makan, we went to the nearest Shell station to fill in the air but it didn't work.
So sab continued to bring back the bike, travelling at a mere 40kmph along cte.
2 traffic lights to Sab's place, the rubber of the tube thingy, was dangling from the tyre.

Fida went home already, so the available mechanics had to push her bike right to her multi-storey carpark.
1st was Sab.
2nd was Bear.
3rd was Ash
Me?
I tolong naik motor2 yg available!
hehe!
I think if i were to push it, it'll never move.
haha!

It was an experience sehh!

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

2006-02-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

** pictures are correct at time of printing

A word of caution.
Just in case you think you see a fair lady, ALWAYS think again..

Happy Valentine's Day!

I heart you.

The Birth of Fidah's Little Baby

2006-02-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

the day has finally come to announce the birth of fidah's baby!!!

fida has a bike already..!! weeeeeeeeeeee...!

it's an x1. it's grey/black. and her plate no.
it's an FBA (Fidah, Baik Ah!)
hehe..

* * * *

i had work that sat morning. then met fida at tamp @ 12-ish.
we went to ubi to collect her bike.
k, the secret is.. we both do not know how to get there..
jeng jeng jeng !!!

so i just tried my luck la.
the we were looking around and finally saw the kedai.
we spent almost 1hr plus there.
we were about to leave when it started raining.
we waited for the rain to stop.
while we were at that, giant who just finished work at aljunied called to meet us at the bike shop.
and so we waited.

oh ya!
the mechanics were trying to help fix the probation plate on fidah's bike.
2 guys helped fix the back p-plate.
now the Q is, how many fixed the front?
8 gentle-men!
even the customers who went there to get their bikes fixed, assisted to fix the front p-plate for fidah!
and we were saying, "fidah is the hot stuff"
hehe..

when the rain, simmered, we left for banquet @ raffles hotel.
the 3 of us ate there, and after the late-lunch, we met bear at the carpark behind the banquet.
we went to el-sheikh & samar.
then mel called to ask if we're going to tampines so that he can meet us.
so we set off to tampines.

the journey, i tell u, was really a barokah!
really berkat cuz it rained the whole time!
my bike, can't really travel slow for so long so i had to ride a little fast as and when.
fidah rode below the 80kmph cuz her bike is still running in.
at 1 point of time, i had to travel @ 50kmph to let her catch up with me.
giant was driving her lorry up front.
bear and i took turns accompanying fida along the pie.

oh, did i say it rained heavily the whole time along the PIE.
goodness!
fidah was trembling the whole time!
cute la she!
we wanted to lepak at coffee bean century square, but looking at how drenched we were by the time we reached tampines, we decided to go to 1 of the void decks opposite century square.
then sab and melvin came later.
so it's the 6 of us.

bear left at 6-ish cuz he had to book in.
then at 8-ish, sab n fida had to leave.
mel, giant and i set for dian's place, fetched dian and went to mr. prata.
at 10-ish, mel had to leave so we all left.
i was too sleepy already..
cuz i'v been out since 8am cuz of work.

it's nice to catch up with 1 another after a long long time..

thanks for those who actually made the effort to meet up regardless of the time.
those who can't, there's always a next time.
and for those who didn't, try harder the next time.

happy!
sha la la la
it's so nice to be happy!
sha la la
everybody should be happy!
sha la la la

Rain and shine!

2006-01-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

Wats new?
Im working at club street but Not in a club!!
Its in tanjong pagar,an event planning job!!
No complains,everyday im looking forward to go to work be it rain or shine.....wooo!
U guys should check out the area or just pass by....very vintage.....Nice ah! i LikE!
Been busy working n been missing a lot of my friends.

Dedication for my dear friends,

To: Aishah,Sab,Fidah and Wiwie.

The hardest part of being a friend is knowing
when you need it a little and when you need it a lot.
So just in case you're in need of a friendly "hi" today,
I wanted to let you know I'm here still caring,
still thinking about you,and still being your friend.

You may not understand,Why I do what I do.
But you never criticized,You just helped my through.
I knew I could come to you when I was down,
'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up
and say everything will be ok.

i just wanna say thanks dats all...
See you soon.

Presenting..

2006-01-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

da bomb (minus dian, though)
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yesterday, sab, wiwi, fida n i went to suntec after years of non-existence there.
literally.
each of us could not remember the last time we actually went there, individually.

so we, ok i mean i was very lost when i was supposed to meet sab n wiwi at carrefour (or however u spell it)

then we went to eat at a restaurant!
hehe, i'm so excited because WE HAD NEVER eaten in a restaurant.

well, girls u know wad?
we'v grown..

hehe, next we dine at the, i forgot the name of the, hotel k?

tapi dian tak da.

ok maybe not so 'da bomb' afterall.

i love you, baby!

2006-01-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

title: i love you baby, if it is quite alright
song: lost at sea - craig's brother
mood: cuddly due to the constant rain

that's my sweet-est 'baby sis' in her cute little dress.
i bought it from the pet safari at Eastpoint.
i bought it for her cuz i love her.

(now's the time when everybody goes aawww..)
ahakZ!

Selamat Hari Natal.. hehe

2005-12-25T14:17:00.000+08:00

a sneak peak into my office -> http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AcsnDRs1ZtmIS&notag=1

t'was da day b4 christmas eve n every1's table was full of gifts.
mine was not diff.
i'd have waited till christmas but cuz since it's a public holiday, i waited till the last weekday b4 christmas.

my colleague n i stayed after work to open up our christmas presents.
others were still too bz wrapping last min gifts. t'was fun.
i never knew christmas til this christmas.
i swear.
i mean i have never felt how fun n how great christmas could be.
n i love my gifts.
they're all the kinda things which i need on my desk.
like the stationary holder, magnets, key chain (ok, maybe not on my desk), more magnets, a bracelet, calender, wrist rest for the mouse.
nice.

now i have a new christmas wish..
can everyday be christmas?
amen..

2005-12-24T13:09:00.000+08:00

t'was a christmas gathering with the ke-ray-zee bunch of colleagues.
we had dinner at swensons.
the 15 (plus 1 kid) of us.
what do u get?
the world crumbling down.
we were the rockefellas!
haha

may your days be merry and braaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiight!
and may all your christmas-es be white.

sunshine keep falling on my face

2005-12-13T13:29:00.000+08:00

t'was a puRR-fekT day.
somehow or rather, my knees got burnt 1st then my calves.
solo, debut.
yeap!
heh*

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2005-11-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf Zahir Batin.

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Gurls in JB on 22 October2005

2005-11-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

This is us at a food gelare outside Xtra.
Fida,Esa,Sab,Dian

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On 22 November 2005, Dian, Fida n me made history when we went to JB with SAB! yup yup yup! with Sab! ok ok it's plus Abg Su, Cik Sham n Iman but still.. it's JB with Sab! Here goes the itenary..

8.45am
Woke up. Called Dian. She just woke up.

9.30am
Called Fida. She's in the bus reaching Sabbie's place. Called Sab, Cik Sham said Sab is still sleeping. Left my house n went to fetch Dian.

10am
Was happily talking to Dian while along TPE when I missed the Hougang exit. Shit happens. The thing is.. I duno how to go to Sab's place other then exiting from the Old Tampines Road exit. So i had to exit at Sengkang, not knowing how to get to Sab's place. Ok ok, I know Esa kental.. Well, wad's a driver if he don't get lost right? So I just go where my instinct tells me, with Dian helping me though. hehe.. So finally, we saw something familiar.. Hougang Interchange! haha! Tada..

10.30am
Finally reached Sab's place. hehe.. Abg Su went up n down like 3 times. While he's at it, Fida gave me a surprise.. Guess what? FIDA DA ADA CLASS 2B LICENCE LA!!! Phiweeeet! Tak ke terror. She took all her practicals n she took once for each n every practical. Tak ke terror. Sape bleh beat? Hehe.. Then Abg Su, Cik Sham n Iman got into the Hyundai Getz while Dian, Fida, SAB n me got into the Baby Nissan that I drove. Since SAB is the guest-of-honour, she sat in the passenger seat. N of course to help look out for Abg Su's car. Hehe.. Then then then then.... Off we went to JB. Yeay!

11.20am
Reached JB, exchanged money at the money changer. Then we went up this shophouse. It's where Cik Sham seamstress's shop is. It's a seamstress-cum-salon. Haha! Really! Then while Sab n Cik Sham were bz with the clothes, Abg Su, Fida, Dian n myself were bz dividing the money. We were kaya for a while there. Hehe..

11.45am
I suddenly realise that I'v left my phone openly on the driver's seat, so I asked Dian to accompany me take my hp in the car. Skali I saw this TP happily looking at the Hyudai Getz & my Baby Nissan. Wah Wah.. Apa lagi, secepat kilat, I ran to the Nissan, switched the engine on n tried to call Sab. No network. Called Fida, she didn't ans. Called Cik Sham, she finally picked up. I told her to tell Abg Su. 1 of the stall owner opposite us was signalling me to leave asap b4 she book me. When Abg Su came, the ticket was on the windscreen. The lady was already standing in front my the Nissan with hands on her hips, looking sternly at me. I had no choice but to leave. I made 1 stupid round. But I came back n they weren't there anymore. Dian n I waited for the rest in the car.

12.45pm
Off we went to Angsana. Jeng jeng jeng! We were all so "duno where to go" cuz there were so many shops. We walked along the atrium 1st cuz Dian wanted to get a pair of Baju. So we walked along. Then we saw this baju. It's like a long baju up to the calf n pants. Dian likes that. She went to look at the other colors. We decided to walk ard 1st.

We walked n walked n walked. We went into every shoe shop we could find cuz Sab n I wanted to get a pair of heels for ourselves. So we tried every pair that we felt was nice. Fida was like our salesgirl cuz the shop's salesgirl was not even serving us. But it's ok ar. We were at our own ease. Anyway we had Fida. Hehe! Funny! We were like:

Me: "Eh, kasut ni lawa! (turns the shoe ard) Size 37, (turns to Fida) Fida, size 37 size aper?"
Fida: "37 is size 6."

Hehe.. Then, there was once in this shop, Sab liked this pair of heels, then it goes like:

Sab: "Fida, ada size ni tak?"
Fida: "I rasa size ni takde. U try tanya ah"
Sab asked n the sales girl checkd. Later later, Sab came back n she said tak de. Then Fida was like "Kan, size tu tak de."

Kan Kan Kan! Fida was our mobile salesgirl! I finally bought my pair of heels. Something they chose for me. Hehe.. Can't wait for you girls to see me in it. Sab was contemplating whether to get heels of not cuz she was thinking for us. Ehem hem! Nak pakai tu pakai aje la..
Oh n we were looking for bags too. Tapi bag pat JB tak menawan langsung la.. Oh n Iman tried on a few green baju(s). She was so excited seyy! hehe. So adorable la she!

Then came the accessories part! OMG we were so 'omg'. There were so many to choose from n so cheap some more! Rings, ear rings, bracelets, necklaces. Ample of varieties to choose from. I wish I'd have enuff to borong all. Anyway, by the time it was time, (no pun intended, hehe) Fida bought a full set for her. Accessories only. Baju excluded. Hehe..

Then Cik Sham n Abg Su wanted to solat. Fida wanted to get the table runner. So the 5 girls (including Iman who was sleeping) went to the atrium to get the table runner. Then we took pixes, konon2 tu selendang. Hehe.. Then when we met up, Abg Su was at this Songkok stall trying on lots of songkok. So we left Iman in his care back, while we rush for the heels again! We were like in the amazing race. We had to look for something b4 Cik Sham finishes her solat. We went back to this shop. Fida could actually remember where the shop is seyy.. N of course any shoe shop we have yet to enter. Then 15 mins later, Abg Su called n msg me. Jeng jeng jeng. Dgn pantas, kite belah from that shop. N when we came back, Abg Su was still trying on the songkok(s)! We finally helped him to choose the songkok! haha!

Then we were heading the entrance cuz Cik Sham wanted to buy the kuih. Tgh jln jln skali...... the 4 of us girls, we were all heading to this stall displaying accessories. Haha! all same target this white necklace. Fida liked it so she got it. We saw this bracelet that could go along with it. Then ok da. all paid for n we left that stall. Skali beside that ada another booth selling ear rings n the 4 of us were stuck again. Tgh choose choose skali Abg Su came back walking with the "korang masih pat sini rupa nya.." look. I think he doesn't know that we stopped at that booth! haha!!

Then Cik Sham n Sab chose the kuih-muih(s). Dian ran to buy her Emily wallet. Fida, i forgot what she did. But anyway, i sat at the round bench cuz i was too tired walking.

3.30pm
We finally left Angsana n headed for our next destination. While on the way, Abg Su wanted to pump his tyres so we went to the nearest petrol station n it happened to be Petronas. Sab took a pix of the Petronas logo, as evidence that it is in JB. Haha!

4.15pm
We finally reached Xtra. We saw the rows of stalls that were available. Oh my god. But! We tahan our nafsu lapar n headed into Xtra. We went straight to the TOILET. Fida took a pic of the toilet walls. So old skool. The tiles look like the tiles that may appear on the old Changi Prison. Hehe. Then we went to the DVD shop n bought lots n lots of DVDs. Abg Su said not more than 5 per person. So we restricted to that. Hehe..

4.45pm
We finally went to the FOOD GELARE. There was so MUCH FOOOOOOOD! We went crazy, buying almost everything we wanted. Either it's cuz we were 'lapar' or cuz of 'nafsu'. Haha! Then at 5.15pm, Cik Sham n Abg Su wanted to leave for SG 1st cuz they wana get home b4 buka. Cik Sham asked if I knew the way home. Well, luckily from Xtra I knew. So they left 1st n there's just the 4 of us there! We continued our food search. Ok no so search-y. Hehe..
There was once we wanted to get Satay. That part was funny. Abg Su had reminded us not to buy chicken in case the ICA ppl may throw them away. So we were planning to either take out the isi from the stick or cut the stick away. We bought 40 sticks of satay in the end. n 10 ringgit worth of custard puffs. We spent almost 45mins at that heaven. Then left for the... petrol station.

5.45pm
No one attended to us. Well, who cares rite? So I went into the cashier to ask then turn the pump on. Then Sab entered the nozzle into the tank.We filled it up full n we were already heading for SG. N i only said SG. not home cuz.. we're not going home yet! Oh ya, while on the way, I was literally shouting, "SAB, we're in JB w/o ur parents! WOHOOOOOO!!!" Haha! N abt the satay incident, masih blom habis. We were bz hiding n sealing stuff like the dvd's n food. Then came to the satay.. Fidah, as wise as ever, decided n sacrificed her bag to be the scapegoat. So all 40 satays went into her crumpler bag! N the whole car smelled of satay. Now we're getting hungry. Haha!

There wasn't any massive jam, just minor ones which i think is normal. Finally reached SG n headed for Hyatt to fetch Ery n Wiwi! Yeay! It's the 6 of us for the 1st time! Ahuh Ahuh Ahuh ahuh ahuh! Then we went to Bussuroh (or however u spell it) Street. Got more food! haha! still not enuff! oh ya, while we were on the way to that street, it Azan(ed) so we buka in the car. We had korma, i forgot the name of the korma, which cost 75ringgit per 500g. So we bought only 6pieces for almost 8ringgit. Mahal per so we bought 6 only for the 6 of us.

7.35pm
While everyone is probably halfway thru their fiest, we had actually just found a place to settle down. Hehe.. I found a piece of big blue mat which belongs to Ibu, of course cuz she's the "she has everything in the house" person. So we buka at 1 of the void decks beside Jalan Besar Community Club, on the floor on the blue mat, WITH a GAZILLION of food!

8pm
Wiwi left for Zouk for her fitting. We chipped in for her cab fare since I can't send her cuz we're still eating.

9pm
Started to pack up, with lots of food unfinished. Of course we bought them home. I sent Sab, Fidah, Ery n Dian in that order. Oh n i dunno how to go to Ery's place from Yishun so i just go with the flow, exiting at the 1st exit that i was familiar with. Ery tgh tido mind u. Hehe

10.30pm
Finally reached home.

It was the best day of my life. Ok, 1 of the best days. We made history on a lot of things! Haha! The most memorable was the buka-ing at the void deck. N finally, there's the 6 of us. Sweet..

Oh n it wasn't over cuz I had to go JB again the next day. But this time, which my bro n Ibu, to lots more places, more things to buy cuz it's Ibu who did the shopping, I mean, I did the choosing while Ibu did the paying. Hehe! Wait! who doesn't?!

My Love(S)

2005-08-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

I would like to share a chapter of my life with you, if you could spare me the space..
If there is anybody that i would die for, they are the ones.
They have no idea how lovely they are & they'v filled my life with the joyous & memorable moments.

They made my cry, they shout into my face.
They laugh with together with me, & also at me.
They taught me endurance & bear the pain with me altogether.
They treat me like the baby of the house & pamper me the most.
They.. complete me.

I love you one & all.

Here are pix to share..
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Wiwie da engaged..

2005-08-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

1 of my love is engaged. Now the Q is who's next..?
Oh ya, I'v found a rival for Dian.
The girl on the left is Adha, wiwi's childhood friend.
Her hair is dyed like how Dian did.

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Help urselves..
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Presenting Ery Kental Bacin, Kentang Buah Lychee

2005-07-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

Peoples, this is Ery, Sab's colleague.
Dia pon semangkok kental n mendak mcm korang.

Question: What is the fastest animal on LAND?
Answer: Dolphin.

Thank you very nice.

Ery, if u're reading this.. Jgn mare.
At least I tak mcm Sab, dia nak bilang semua org pat loud speaker.

Kwang Kwang Kwang *peace*

Happy 21st Bas'day Fidah!!!

2005-07-23T01:50:00.000+08:00

To: our baby of the girls..

Happy 21st Bas'Day to Fidah!!!

It was the most fantabulous, marvelous, superb meeting with the babes.
Oh well, the working world has made us so hard to meet.
I had a great time girls.
Fidah, I'm sorry we didn't buy u a diamond pendant or a FOSSIL watch.
But I hope the meeting is just as precious.
I love you, babes. *lesbo kishes*

N dian, thx for the LOVE-ly ambience. Today was purr-fekt. N thx for the durian, n the shisha, n the treat. I think if we were to go there often, Faith would be bankrupt. Really..

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I love you girls.. Too much.

2005-05-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

2 yrs ago was KL. last yr was KL again. this yr bangkok, set? hehehehe.. That was the initial plan wasn't it? Plan k!

2005-04-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

topic: nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih
song: try- nelly furtado
mood: so confused. period

remember the quest jen want to set to?
i did that today.
Lord of The Rings Triology
Extended version.
12 hours of dudok atas sofa + baring atas sofa + baring pat lantai.
plus my mom yacketting cuz i didn't do the housework the whole day!
yikes!

Happy Belated B'day Sweetie!
u'r 21 now.
we're legal.
*winks*
Haha!

I love you babe!

p/s: tmr ada ice age. weeeeeeeeeee...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

topic: back to the future
song: shut up - black eye peas
mood: hungareeeeeeeeeee...

yesterday was superb..
dian, sab n i..
just girls..
i love you u pweety pweety babehs.

reminiscing..
we'v gone thru shit!
girl talks.
gossips.
BGR..
late nights out..
our misunderstandings.
making up.
the bike rides.
the car rides.
the murtabak.
the shisha.
rebelling..
heart breaks.
BBQ pits.
chalets.
the tears we shed.
trips to zouk/phuture.
hendrix.
heartbreaks yet again.
the losers.
the "virgin" talks.
the us "wanting to hold it till marriage".
the crappy talks.
the people we hate.
the people we like.
our "5-mins butterfly-in-the-stomach-crushes".
the past..
the future..
the wonders of who our jodoh is.
sleepovers.
our families.
our secrets, esp mine..
our homes..
our friendship.

after all the years,
and after all the shit,
we learned a lot more abt life.
we enjoyed life like how every teen-ager led.

n the best part is..
we're still the type of girls,
every guy would yearn for..
cuz we never trade the high price of ourselves
for all these shit we've enjoyed!
cuz we realised that the world is too much.
the girls, are too wild.
and guys still comes back to square one.

i love you girls..
don't forget me tau!
*lesbo kishes*

i miss u babe!
you..

Danke SchoN!

2005-04-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Thank you aishah and sab!
Thank You for the little gift!
Fida n wiwie,Thanks for the wish.Wish you gals were der too!
Thank you girls for sticking Thru!
Wat happen to all mendaks?U all damn mendak ah.....Noo life! *:P

Wen we were younger we tend to talk abt wat we wanna be wen we grow up....but as time goes by,as we grew older we tend to reminisce n cherish the old times we had.No worries,no problem!
So lets make the most of it now! So lets create our own history for the future,,,,,hahahah wat de hell,dian?
Im just typing n not thinking n feeling high!
"High oN Life"('u')

Thers's so much to say,so little time to spare!
Hope all U reading dis are doing fine and on the vibe to feel alive or dead....hahah whichever u prefer!
So people of the planet earth,Thank U for i also dunno wat!

Ciao
Dian Best

2005-04-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

topic: korang tgh buat aper?
song: white flag - dido
mood: tgh mood swing. for real..

finally i'm having a 3 day off!
cuz i applied leave for friday.
mak datuk.. kerja penat yol!

kerja boring tau.
mcm tak de life.
but i wana work my ass off now..
jadi da tua tak ya kerja susah susah..
nak jadi housewife jaga anak.
haha!!

Eh giler la!

One ring to rule them all!!!

2005-03-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

OK people...

Today u people are goin to witness one of 101 things i wanna do in my life. Well, tis is first one actually. I had a list of the 101 things, thanks to the NewMan mag, but now i've lost it. But i remember one of them is to watch LOTR Extended Edition at one go. Whahaha!

The shit of all the shit. LOTR Special Extended DVD. More than 12 hours of pure entertainment. Word!

My food supply for the next 12 hours. Will it be enough?

The seat/bed/lovenest for the next 12 hours. Yes people! 12 hours straight. U dig?

Surround system sponsored by Altec Lansing. "Boy, pelan kan bass tu sikit, dom dom bunyi dier!" Whahaha! :)

I will start the LOTR marathon tonight at 7:30pm sharp, and hopefully i will able to be awake till 7.30am tomorrow. And i will update again tmr morning with more pics from the scene and the movie. So stay tune, if u are tuned in ofcourse. Peace people! Wish me luck! Hehehe....

ps; Please dont try tis at home. :)

2005-03-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

pweety pweety pweety babehs!

2005-03-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

Jen, can change my display pic to this one. da jelak tgk the old pic. Terima Kasot!

i want a 14-inch teeeveeeeeeeeeeee!!

2005-03-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

topic: i want a 14-inch teeeveeeeeeeeeeee!!
music: saosin - bury your head
time: 7.27pm

jen! so did i get it?
do i get the 14-inch teeveeeeeeeeeeeee?

eh, kengkorang..
da lama seyy tak meet ramai2.
nanti plan la apa apa ke..
tapi pls eh, on weekends je.
weekdays aku kene kerja pikol balak.

gi sheesha ke.
gi riding ke.
gi sentosa ke.
gi tgk wayang ke.
gi nite cycling ke.
gi makan ke.
gi ice-skating ke.
gi main cs ke.
gi main pool ke.
gi lepak blakang tm ke.
gi mkn appam 2 for $1.40 ke.

yg fomfan2 nie sumer pon sama.
fida. da kawin anak l-i-m-a.
dian. tak habis2 ngan skola.
wiwi. tak tau nak balik negeri.
tinggal la sab.
kita dua je yg meet every week.
tu pon, if not for our weekly class
tak tau how many times we can meet per mth.
kalau kite meet, pastu gi tgk a-b-g h-o-t-d-o-g.
bahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
haha!!
da start merepek ar nie..

p/s: i saw infidelity yesterday. i-t.s-u-c-k-s.B-I-G.t-i-m-e.

2005-02-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

dah lama tak sheesha!! tak boleh tahan!!

2005-02-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

Sunset view from kampong arang.. cool!

hmmm..

2005-02-11T08:48:00.000+08:00

hoi hai..

hmm.. nampak nye response tak overwhelming.. tapi tetap if nak meet, calling k..

korang nak tahu.. time tu, time kong si fak choi, i slept late. tak le sleep fikiran banyak sgt agak nye plus besoknye off so blehlah bangun lambat.. den kan, the next moring, ard 7 or 8 plus, si LION MEMEKAK LAH! punye lah bingit! my mom masuk my room den she laugh at me den she told me to give up sleeping.. sigh.. den she asked me to follow go hospital.. it's my grandma. her high blood shoot up to 214. den dapat mild stroke.
so, dah reach the a.n.e, tak le masok lah! bodoh btol. lain hospital seme dah bleh, cgh masih kena scan. tu tak pe, the BOYS there irritating.. macam budak budak. memalukan. dah lah kena duduk pat luar, mata macam nak tutup abeh dorang pat situ pikir dorang tu mana punye cool sgt.. pe je..

den kan, ade ambulance.. thought got drama ke, org berdarah darah ke.. but it's something even better guys in uniform! hehe.. got two of them.. cair..(tapi tgk jen lagi bleh cair) den they walk towards the entrance ah.. den one of them ali lah.. phoo.. my jaw drop! y? he took quite a while to recognize me.. haha! i have too admit.. guys in uniform do look good (mesti jen aduh.. sungguh menawan if in uniform eh.. sigh...... *dreaming*)
den finally he recognise me he salam my parents den walked away.. i tot they going to attend to patient lah.. duh.. they on duty pe.. skali they came back with ta pau food den said bye to me den went back in their ambulance.. 'heros with ta pau food' on the way to the rescue.. kwang kwang kwang..

oh well.. valentines day coming.. and we not allowed to celebrate.. of course.. but isn't it nice.. macam the day loving loving.. romantic.. but mana bleh.. patut everyday loving loving.. macam... me and aishah.. haha.. kental.. now i wonder wat's the story behind valentines day..

ok tukar topic
wiwie? how are u? abt the msg u sent.. relax ah.. perkara kecik nak tension asal..? chill.. we'll talk k.. tak mo stress..

fidah? should we give up trying to contact u? sigh.. we all wanna meet u punye lah susah.. called your home, u not in. called your hp, u didn't ans.. u didn't even call back sey although u know there's a miss call.. dun u wanna meet us anymore? asal sey gini? are u too busy? but pls lah.. tak can call or msg pun no time?
there u go again.. i just called, no answer.. i dunno lah.. up to you..

my mind just went blank.. still wondering why is it so difficult to contact fidah..

dah ah.. tu je.

peh mendak..

2005-02-10T10:02:00.000+08:00

hoi hai..

hep! mana korang seme pegi ni? terok btol sampai tak leh blog tros?

so so, how are u ppl? me? i'm happy!!! well, i am.. i have nothing to complain.. everything falling into place, i love my relationship with jen, i love my esa plus lagi 3 mina yg kejab ade kejab tak de, i love my family.. wat's there to complain? alhamdulillah..

anyway, happi new year.. nari awal muharam kan? so dah tanam azam baru?

actually kan, i do wanna complain..
korang ah! mana pegi seme? nak kena tunggu org calling baru hidop? ler..
fidah? dah tak kerja, hp pon tal leh ang ke?
dian? saturday meet pat town?

ape kata kalau saturday ni kiter seme gi tanjong pagar? we all lepak der? den the girls come my place? set? but it's a weekend so it's kinda gonna be crowded.. but if u all dun mind n if u all miss jen like i do, and miss lan, nak gi? nak gi? set? tag k..

girl, although u got new job, we still can meet after werk rite? u werk office hours pe.. by the time u finish werk, if i werk am, can meet rite? set? and saturday ni on tak on?

giant, rindu kiter org kan? jumpa ah on saturday? lepak pat tanjong?

kembars? amacam? set? saturday?

wi, saturday jumpa pat tanjong pagar railway station. den overnight pat my place.

saper saper yg rindu merindui satu sama lain, we reunite amacam? renunion dinner skali ah?

k, ape ape calling tau!
girls, esp u ppl.
dear,espx100 u.
wiwie, u pon tau.
fidah, org call tolong angkat, selagi kesabaran kiter seme masih ada..

dah. tu aje.

maner lah korang!!dah lesap?!?!

2005-02-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

eh amacam MENDAKS!?!?!?
seriously aku dah makin mendak sak kat skola...nie pon aku lagi mendak nie..tak tau aper nak buat...everyday doing the same things at skool...projects neverending.kalau tak buat project..asik mengutuk org je...aisey man...
eh biler korang nak organise outing lagi,dah lama tak lepak ngan korang..sumpah aku miss korang!!aper2 picit je...

HIDUP MATI MENDAKS!!(step slogan ah)

oklah...

2005-01-30T08:33:00.000+08:00

memang mendak...

looks like the ones blogging are the ones who already started werk..
fidah, me, esa, jen n ali..

lain mana??!! busy? dgn ape? project? hehe..

nasib baik ade gambar pat sini.. kalau tak, i think i'll forget how the rest look like..

so how's life? mine's sigh... i must say it's ok.. werk's ok. the people here... some sucks. u couldn't imagine how a BITCH 1 can be! i can survive with the job. the people... BLURGH.. esp eh.. the managers.. the turn evil n treat us like some meaningless, stupid people.. they can make you feel so low and degrading.. tulah manager manager saya..
ah.. pi dah!

so, wat's new?

dah ah..

tu aje..

hello.....

2005-01-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

hello mendakians..... dah lamer giler tak nampak u loadz...... actually got nuthin to update pretty boring these dayz...... juz droppin by to say i'm alive..... hope to meet up wif u ppl soon....

The guyz : amacam??? semua ada baik?? take care yupz....

My beloved gerlz : i'm sorry for not able to go sleepover tat saturday... very sowie..... n i noe dah lamer tak keep in touch ngan u gerlz..... been very very bz lately.... i werk like hell for the past 9 dayz...... finally todae off day..... i have 2 weeks more pat bata.... eve of CNY my last day.... i think... neway... this chinese new year ada plan??? nak kluar??? miz u esa, dian, sab & wiwie!!!!!! lurve u bunch.... *MUACKZ*

p.s: pape jgn luper me eh.....

the simple life

2005-01-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

hi friends..

betul nye romantic sab ngan fazli..
its just 7 days of this new yr and already the hot nominee contending 'couple of 2005'.. heehe.. playing..

i'm also tired of working every day and ended up with so much money. (hahaha) but the strange thing is i have a lot of things to pay when i'm at this time.. ??
(not when i'm broke tau) n i happily paid them without problems until i realised that i'm broke back n thinking i have to work more, to earn more. macam cycle gitu, hehehe..

btw.. any body nak beli rxz?? for sale!
i just wanna give up on some things ah.(but not my virginity ok hehe) tapi belum lagi ah.. jus thinkin only..

haiz.. dah lama tak ketawa..

dvd updates, which now i have to enjoy watching alone.. haiz.. miss u lah brudder.
u all have to watch alfie.. its a very nice movie, infact, best..
n i'm waiting for spongebob the movie.. mesti lepak nak mampos..
phantom of the opera, i don quite like it ah.. but its nice as a whole.
lemony snickets series of unfortunate events which stars jim carrey is his one of his rarely forgettable movies.
i also watched saw and 44 minutes.. both is surprisingly good..

end of story.
so, apa2 picit ah.

love.
-ali-

Aku nak emo lak... Boleh? Cipap! Boleh ah!

2005-01-07T04:02:00.000+08:00

Me and my only Love...

Halo mendakians...

Today i wanna emo on tis blog. So kalau interested baca lah post aku yang panjang ni.

Nampak gambar yang kat atas tu? Ah! ah! Yang pompuan tu. Ah! ah! Tats my galfren for almost 3 years already. After 7 ex-galfrens, 295 flings, and one sick bimbo (Hudah Al-Majlis... hehe!), i've found my only love. I love Sab like mad. More than anyone. More than my family. More than my dad. More than Lan and Ali. More than u mendakians. But i do love u guys. Love k, bukan like! If i lose anyone of u, i'll be really sad. I want us to grow old and successful together if its possible. So i hope tis blog does some good in keepin our friendships. Niwae, pasal Sab lak... Hehehe...

Yah, i quarrelled wif Sab (again?). Wats new rite? U know, i know. Sab called me, and we were talking bout jobs. Cik Samsiah (mak Sab lah) asked if i would like to apply for teaching. Mak Sab have a thing for teaching i think. Its like one of the best job to her. Yah, i would love to teach in a school. But aku nak ajar ape? Aku ni bodoh sikit, O levels aje. I would love to teach music, and i meet the requirements, really. But i told Sab tat i love my current job. Keje ape? Stall helper at Fir Iqbal, Tanjong Pagar Railway Foodcourt. Alot of people might think 'ape sak Fazli buat kat situ?... ade keje lagi bagus ape'. Well, to me, tis is the best job i've ever had. Imagine bein happy at the end of the day after every work. Wats more better than tat? Tis is sumthin i love doin. So, Sab macam asked me a few questions bout the job. Wats my pay like? Wat are the working hours like? Wat benefits do i get? Dental (part ni sensitive ah, pasal gigi aku senget!)? Medical (lagi sensitive, pasal aku sakit otak... Hehehe! Jus kiddin!) Blah blah blah... Then Sab sounded like she was demoralizing and critisizing me. U noe, kadang kadang Sab ni blunt sikit. Aku pun bingit giler ah. It was not the first time she commented bout my job. So gaduh gaduh gaduh, i tot Sab wanted someone who has a better career and life, and so i told her ok ah, gi cari boyfren baru, yang ade duit, kaya, stable job and will marry her in jus few months. So i asked for a break up... (and ni dah no 54 kali aku asked for a break btw)... Aku jahat aku tau. But i tot she wanted someone better lah... Gi ah cari...

So Sab melalak... Then ape entah dia buat, dia teran macam nak berak gitu, lepas tu nangis, lepas tu aku dengar bunyi 'ketak ketak' and Sab letak telepon. So i tot it was over. Aku pun menangis. Imagine someone whom u love who doesnt really support wat u do. Sedih ok. Aku pun rasa marah. Tapi i didnt get angry for more than 4 mins ah. Baru 3:54:56 aje, so setan lum take over lagi. Then Sab called, kita pun make up. Semua ni misunderstandin. I realised tat she was jus insecure. Yelah, keje macam aku buat skarang, kadang kadang will go bad. But its business. There are pros and cons. Its God's will. So Sab and i talked bout everything again. Sab nak support aku in watever i do, i know. But she doesnt know how to. Dia kental. Tapi aku sayang dia giler bapak (bapak aku dah giler gadgets btw)... She jus wants to grow old wif me, good or bad, together always. She loves me, i know.

I know i mean to her, but at times only. NOT everytime. Kadang kadang munji munji palek ni semua tak nampak benda baik yang aku buat. Benda jahat, mak oi, heboh satu nasi goreng kampung. And if anyone were to say i dont appreciate wat Sab does for me, i'm goin feed tat mofo wif nasi goreng killer. U dont know shit, u dont talk shit. I know i'm mean when i ask for break ups. Its so kental and immature of me to. I'm sorry dear. I really am. My mouth is foul (plus it stinks). Here's a small promise i'm gonna make, i wont do tat anymore. (Semua mendak saksi ok!)... If i ever were to say it again, u blog bout it. Aku ni kuat jealous, but i know my limits. But i wouldnt like some other guys to msg my galfren asking wat's she doin lah, how's her day lah, how's work lah, dah makan ke belum, every single freakin day. U get wat i mean. Wats ur motive? Wat u want? "Wat u doing??"... Jeez! Its ok if ur galfren/boyfren ask tat. Only ppl who are bored as fuck would sms someone and ask 'wat u doing'. I get them from ppl who are not important in my life, everyday. But i still dont reply, cos its gonna waste me a few more sms. So pls, entertain urself. Remember tat!

Sab ade curfew and we lasted for almost 3 years. Tats sumthin i should be proud of. I told my boss tat Sab has curfews and he asked 'U're still wif her??'... Dear, dont be mad. He admires our relationship. Aku hidup free as a dodo bird. Sab lives like a caged bird. Its very hard ok. Some of ya'll prolly dont know wat it feel like to meet someone u love for a short while aje, 2 or 3 days a week. I've never got tired of Sab. She gets more beautiful to my eyes everytime i see her. Muka makin berseri. Pantat makin sek. Bibir makin sedap dicium. Makin jambu, makin sek ah! Tak boleh tasyan k. Macam nak hold dier giler bapak k. Kalau boleh lipat, aku masuk kan dalam beg aku. (Btw Sab belikan aku beg baru, Fourskin dok!). I love her so much k. There no one else i wanna be wif. Only Sab. I do flirt wif girls, but Sab mesti comes to my mind. (macam kacau daun ah, but its good wat). I cant imagine my life without her.

Dear, i love u so much, i seriously dont know how much. Love u more than i love
anyone and anything. I would do anything tat i'm capable of to make u smile.
Sorry for the times i make u cry. Sorry for the times i wanted to leave u alone.
I wont say i promise not to quarrel wif u anymore, but i'll lessen it k. Kadang
kadang quarrel best jugak. But i promise i wont ever mention breakin up. I dont
want to lose u. U are so special to me. U are my princess, and i'm ur prince,
but i'm sorry i dont have a white horse. Pls stay wif me k. Dear, u are not
alone k. Dont always think like tat. And remember wat my resolution tis year? I
gonna hold on to tat k. Once again, i love u. And i miss u like mad sia...
Hehehe... OK! I wont say 'sia' anymore. ;)

Bout the phone, its not my fault eh. U yang kasi pecah. (Ni dah nak start gaduh balik ah konon). But i will help u repair the phone k. (Wah, jen step romantic!). Ala, nanti i belikan phone baru ah! (wah! Jen step giler!)

Btw people... I miss meetin u guys! Lets meet up before semua dah start busy giler bapak. Esp si budak friendster yang nak masuk NS tu. Hehehe! K, ape ape nanti aku picit.

Dah ngantuk ni... Besok nak gi pasar lagi... Sigh... K, peace!

hai lah hidup...

2005-01-06T09:25:00.000+08:00

hoi hai..

how's everyone? how am i? anyone wondering? haha.. i'm TIRED!! SLEEPY!! I WANNA SLEEP SOMEMORE! but hey.. who am i to complain.. my dear had even more tiring time den me..

so anyway, yeatersay i had to work petang, reached home at 12am. as i was trying to sleep, my hp bunyi. i was like.. oh my god!!! blom bleh tido dah kena bangun???!! i was like argh! damn it damn it damn it! skali jen call lah! hehe.. suke i.. happi! dapat bobal dgn jen bleh lah tido dgn nyenyak.. hehe... den at 5am, alarm rang, i felt like i never sleep. sigh... but jen nye werk lagi rabak sey.. sometimes he'll reach home at 4plus den have to go market at 7am. rabak kan.. macam mana tak kering.. but tetap i'm glad he loves his job and i love him. yey! haha! giler..

i actually did something i regretted doing 2mins after doing it.. sigh.. serious sey.. ciritenye begini.. i was taking to jen.. den i asked about his job lah.. wat he has to do and all, about his boss, about his plan.. i ask n ask n ask. den suddenly jen got angry because he felt like i look down at him. which i didn't. ni seme misunderstanding. tapi saat tu mane prasan kan. den pasal pekara kecik, jen wanted to break. den i naik giler jab i think. i was fustrated, upset, disappointed macam nak rak. den i dunno why i threw my hp. yup. den i calm myself down. den as i wanted to reach for the fon, wat i got was 1/2 of the fon. u huh.. i broke into half. it's a 1 folded fon kan. den jadi 2 pieces. sedih sey. my heart broke even more.. den i called jen. den we talked. we know we love each other. so i think he's senses came back den he told me he can't break with me. he loves me. i love him too.. drama sangat eh kiter.. den i told him about the fon. he was upset of course. but i gues he somehow knew it was partially his fault also.. well i was! if he didn't ask for break, this wouldn't happen for sure.. so, he said he'll help n i'm so so so grateful he will. thank you dear. u dunno how much i appreciate it.

i realised that, all quarrels, it started of as a little misunderstanding or little assumption or little jealousy. these things plus setan equals to a huge fight and approximately can sum up to a break up. why must break up or even mention about break up wen u want to be with the same person for as long as ever? why ah? (there 2 more staff here i was being introduced too) and the most important factor of relationship is trust, honesty, patience and most most most importantly, Allah. and of course, communication. wiwie ever told me. if kiter marah kan, actually 4min aje tau. more den dat, setan take over already. so remember guys...

so girls, it's a new month.. bila mau meet? fidah? bila u finally off? fidah? will u ever read this blog again? hai.. i miss the girls so so much. many many. much much. wiwie, i wish somehow wen i walked into my room, you'll be there surprising me again. and this time you'll STAY! dian, i miss your sometimes never-really-experience-it advices,your stories, aishah, my girl, i just miss u a lot. :'( fidah.. dimana kamu pergi menghilang???

i'm feeling so emo.. aiyo.. probably i have no one to talk to her at werk. cmon lah.. i'm new.. so who cares rite? plus.. in this kinda industry, hotel line, where politics never stop, i'm trying not to make and friends. biah maintain collegue to collegue relationship. biah!!! takut ah..

i wonder i wonder i wonder...
if fidah remembers me..
who reads this blog..
if aishah will receive 'that call'..
if dian is ok in school..
if i'll get caught hiding crossiant in my drawer..
if i'll ever have enough money to support myself..
if aaliyah knows i miss her..
if jen knows i love him much much much. ALOT. many many..
if my parents know i'm trying my best to make them proud..
if anyone thinks i'm full of crap.. haha..
what aaliyah is at serangoon..
if i get to meet my long-time-no-see-and-who's-sick-in-cairo sister tomorrow..
if wiwie is ok with her future plans..
if aishah is really really ok..
if school is crapier now den wen were still there..
if short circuit burger taste better..

it sucks being alone n nothing to do. it makes me think too much. oh crap.

i miss u girl.
i miss wiwie
i miss fidah
i miss dian
i love n miss jen
i love aaliyah
i love my parents

dah tu aje.

assalamualaikum!!!

2005-01-03T08:13:00.000+08:00

hoi hai!!!!
happy new year semua....
so far, with wat's hraduateappening in asia now.. nothing to be happy about. AT ALL! sedih sey.. 1 out of 3 people dead are children.. sad rite..
k. tak mo sedih sedih.

so so so... how r u guys???? saper saper yg senyap tu.. HOI! HP AND COMPUTER HILANG KE PE????? msg ke tag lah... tak bagus tak senyap senyap.. do u know how does it feel like wen u are forgotten.. wen people forgot your name.. (feeling ocean 12 jab) (yg part matt damon kena interegate tu..)

aza... busy nak graduate ke?

ash... busy dgn ahem ahem ke stress bimbang blom kena gi ns?

aishah.. dun think too much.. n tak mo lupa me eh.. love u girl..

ali.. buat ape?

bob.. busy dgn motor ke maria ke bear?

bear.. how's school? dah stress?

dian!!!!!! have u been going for your classes? Software engine best? i hope the note i gave u are sufficient enuf. love u loads!! tak mo lupa me jugak eh..

DEAR!!! ah.. u guys wanna know something... new year's eve.. i met jen for countdown! best kan! first time in my life i countdown outside home lah!!!! and it's with my dear.. and sadly, on dat day, he look like bapok. (sori dear.. i nak meluah kan perasaan sikit.) with his hair tied, celak, n slim figure.. kalah kumar. or looking at the other side of him, he looked like samurai in training yg blom bleh tahu bleh make it ke tak becoz he's so pretty... hehe.. kesian my dear.. sorry eh dear.. hehe.. love u damn alot!

fidah.. how r u girl? i hope u have been taking care of yourself.. among us girls.. u have been working ur ass off sey.. everyday plak tu.. i hope u'll get a better pay job with reasonable working hours.. same goes for u aishah.. good luck k.. love u loads n tak mo lupa me.

giant.. how r u? are u still using the same number? i ever msg time raya ah.. haha.. but no reply.. msn pon dah tak de.. selalu nye mesti ade.. hmmm..

kc.. amacam? baik?

lan... my competition.. haha.. actually, u r jen's second partner.. how's life? u also another one.. werk den school, school den werk. hope u still can cope with classes. take one thing at a time k.. tak mo give up school tau.. dah nak dekat habis. must take care of yourself.

mel.. i wonder if u even read this blog.. i hope u r doing fine in camp.
(mel army kan?)

wiwi.. my beloved, most loved, most missed, most kecoh cousin... those who dunno. wiwie was here in town for 2 weeks. story nye bigini... al kisah... dat day, my off day, fidah pon off, we girls decided to meet in school. fidah came to my place, den we took bike to school. it started raining heavily after exit tpe.met aishah at school car park, with her full rain coat on. den 3 of us went ti 1st level ladies. spent an hour plus in there trying to dry ourselves. esp esa, who happens to be the wettest among us. pelik ya? tapi benar.
den had lunch at design. den meet dian at plaza. den 4 of us went blakang tm. den...... wiwi called. she said farhan on the way to meet me to pass somethings. so ok. i waited. den my mom called. time's up n she said suruh farhan come to my place instead. den not wanting to leave the girls, i asked them to come my place. dian hesitated. padahal the nite b4 she went home at 3am. later, wen every one set, went back lah. girls on waves going serangoon. reached home, we were like playing with aaliyah outside, den went toilet. den kak ina asked for calculator. den i went in my room (girls in toilet) den.. JENG JENG JENG.. got this girl, standing in the dark waiting to scream. it was WIWI!! den the girls outside were like.. 'eh, tu macam suara wiwi..!' they all came in den we were like screaming and hugging!! best. den fidah had to leave.. dats wen we took the pic where the gap was filled.. haha!!!

i was so happy wiwie was back. and another surprise.. it was my day off again. we had planned to meet n esa really wanted to go ice skating. n fidah n wiwie never tried b4. it was actually a great idea. i didnt wanna ruin the plan so i told them to go ahead. as i was resting after vomitting, i heard the main door opened and a lound girl scream 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM' it was THEM! all of them.. i was so touched they came sey.. they actually cancelled the outing just because of me.. aw.. i love u girls.. not only because of dat k.. i love jen too.

now wiwi's back at manchester and her sister gave birth on the 31st dec at 11plus am to a i'm-sure-is-very-cute baby girl, Nadra Sofia.. alhamdulillah baby n mother after FIVE FREAKING C-SECTION are safe.

so, new year.. azam korang semua ape? for me.. i wanna save up. for me, my future and my debts to my parents. dis yr raye nampak nye dah kena kasi duit collection. it's all about the money..

me and jen.. my love.. yes.. we quarrel alot and siapa tak tahu sey.. we did break up. but we made up. i think i can be a pro in break ups n make ups.. i love jen so so much. y? I dunno. i just can't put it in werds. i just do.. so ppl may not understand why are we still together after the hell we went through.. but hey.. think about it.. if a relationship is so so ultimate most prefect.. there must be something wrong. n ni baru bgr tau. if i can go thru downs in this relationship, how can my relationship ever gonna progress? tak kan setiap kali gaduh nak break kan? kan dear? kan? i've learnt alot frm this relationship. i can't change the way he is. i accept the way he is. if not, i will try. and besides, we went thru too much to just end the relationship. sayang sey.. it's not easy being in a long term relationship. esp now wen we can't contact and meet each other much esp due to his long irreregular working hours. i hate it. but he loves his job. he's happy. so i'm ok with it. i hope for the best for us. kalau ade jodoh, tak ke mana. inshaallah.

and this year, we are now adults. do we have to act like one? haha..

so my beloved friends.. let us all grow up to be a good and responsible adults. may all of us have a safe, normal and happy life ahead of us. amin.

ok dah tu aje.

Happy New Year Mendaks!

2005-01-02T06:30:00.000+08:00

Gambar ni syle giler k... Rindu korang...

Halo mendakians...

Dah lama aku tak blog kat sini. Niwae i jus wanna wish all of u a happy new year!

Wat the hell are u ppl doin now, especially yang dah tak skola tu semua? Rindu sey korang semua, especially the ones in the pic above (excluding adik adik aku, Lan and tambah Sab kat gambar tu)

Aku ok. Skarang lebih happy, muka ada senyum, tapi masih kurus. Belum kahwin lagi. Tapi masih ngan Sab. Masih sayang dia walaupun ada org masih nak kacau kita nye relationship. Almost hari hari keje, and hari hari save. Hari hari aku jumpa Lan. Haha... Dan hari ini, aku macam rindu korang... Satu hari kita gi makan besar nak kat Tanjong Pagar nak. Aku blanja. Set? Kalau set, tag the board ok.

Nanti bila senang (ataupun bila aku tak ngantuk), i will update tis blog nye template semua ok! Ade video nak share, insyallah. :)

Till then take care people. Senyum senyum slalu. Peace!

ps; Adik ngan Aza dah pandai gi Kaki 5 nampak! Nak gi Hooters? Hehehehe!

2004-12-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

The massive destructor has taken up a total of 80, 763 (& counting) lives.
With over 80, 000 people dead, it's the believed to be the worst destruction
with it's level measured at 9.0 on the Ritcher Scale.
Believe it or not.
Even 1 of the worst earthquake in Japan was 8.4.
The one at Turkey was slightly less than 8.9.

It's a pity that it hits countries like Indonesia, Sri Lanka, India, Thailand, Somalia, Myanmar, Kenya, Bangladesh.
These are the few poor countries & to think that they are hit by the massive waves.

I'm not here to blame anyone cuz this is HIS will.
I can't.
But HE's probably angry?
I dunno.
It's a pity.
I pity the most to the 3-month old baby who's still missing.

I really hope I could help but physically,
I'm of no help,
totally.
All I could do is to pray.
I'm very sure the Imam,
together with his makmu-s
will be reciting doa-s for them during the Solat Juma'at tmr.

Syukur alhamdulillah, we're not affected.
I feel so blessed that even though the epicentre of the earthquake is far yet near due to the waves,
we're still not hit due to the many big islands that are around us.

dwell. dwell. dwell.
dwell. dwell.dwell.
dwell. dwell.
dwell.

Photo time! by yours truly - wiwie

2004-12-18T04:35:00.000+08:00

Me and my lil girlfriend

Together at last

posing maut je ..

It's a girl thing~!

amarissa aka cha aka riss aka minah serak aka my darling niece

sigh....

2004-12-08T18:15:00.000+08:00

hoi hai...
wah.. best sey korang kat kl.. jealous tau.. tapi tak pe, nanti dah dapat freedom, i want to follow to your trips. den i want watch all ash mishaps or dian's drama or jen's drama live broadcast. muhahaha!!!!
i'm at werk now, at the podium. again, at a little counter where i had to ask for guests' room number to see if they are entitled. only certain bigshots are entitled. werk so far has been OK. blom tahap stress. but my make up have to be brighter. esp lipstick. ni part yg tak best. dah 3 kali kena. lipstick too light. until have to borrow other ppl nye. have to get new one. haha.. n my hair has been stubborn these few days. punye susah nak siput! sampai berpeloh pelih siput rambut. asib make up cair sikit je. i need to buy somemore stockings, hair net, clips, put rubber on my shoe sole, slippers.. speaking abt slippers, i got story....
pada suatu hari, on my second day of werk, it was my first time riding to werk. den our clock in n clock out is at second level. no lift access. kena naik tangga. it's also the loading n unloading bay lah.. so dari carpark, i walk walk walk (jauh sey.. blom tahu short cut)(so kenalah jln long cut), dn up the stair case den.... jeng jeng jeng.. GEDEBAP! jatuh! it was slippery n my slippers dah haus.. i did try to get hold of the thing nearest to me but tak jalan. den later found out it was tong sampah lah! lucky sey at that time, 6 plus in the morning, tak de org tersidai, isap rokok pat situ. phew... but ade security at the table heard me fell.. he stood up n look for me n asked 'ok or not girl!' i just gave ia thumps up.. pai sey giler sey....

oklah... gtg.. got to call all these loaded ppl.. have to ask them wat time they getting out from the hotel tmr... nanti ade aje nak cari gadoh.. menyusah kan org!!

ok dah tu aje.

You Know itZ bacK...

2004-12-07T11:16:00.000+08:00

KL was Fun...
totally Mendak..
Green hut suCkz..
but Star Inn totally rawkz..
1st day itz was juz done to eat
and 1st day shoppin'

2nd day :: and den comez GentiNg
ahakz!
funny fun fun-de-li-cious
we were cold..
we were enthusiastic
we took picz..
we ran 4 rides
some stoopiD lame riDes
Bumper car was gooD
Space shOt is AWEsome!!
ahahha
we got wet on the Log thing
my shoe was soaked
Ash mishap no. 1
jatuh pat railinG dengan tertib..
gilEr lah...
Dian ordered Nasi goreng kampong 3 kali
tetap tak dapat 3 pinggan..
1 pinggan sahajer 2 pon lambat
abih Bingit...

3nd day: : : at A'Famosa at Melaka was
wet and wiLd-
totally...
Family ride was hilarious...
BlackHole is so scary...
me and aza got stuCk..
but we came out in one peace..
Kelaka...
evrything was Fun except
the Tuna in the locker....
Sorry Tuna muna...
oh yea....apek bus driver sombong
"...lu sombong ah apeK...!!!"

Last day : : : it was shop shop shop
till u drop...
we got seperated..
alot of tymes...
evryone has different pace of shopping..
Ash mishap no. 2 Kopi tumpar...

Time Square is so much Fun sey
Roller coaster dier no. 1
Fullermak!!
it was great ah..
suma tanak balik...
but we headed back home on Fri
Ash mishap no. 3.....terantuk TV

suddenly i miss those tymes...
i hope we do meet again k..
u guyz are crazy
and MENDAK..

crowz out

To my dearest sab....

2004-12-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

sab!!! hope u ok at werk... we shud meet up one day n crite crite... maybe lepas u abis keje ke???theres so many things tat i wanna tell u... me n rondy.... i decided juz to be frenz... cos i'm not comfortable ard him n no point me forcing myself to like him...n don't worry i'm not wif mamat.... i like my life tis way.... single n njoyin every moment wif my wonderful fwenz.... hope to meet up soon... lup ya!!!
oh yah.... esa... dah jumpa camere ke lum...... we must meet tau.....!!!! take care people.....!!!!

Darn i'm back in singapore.....

2004-12-04T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl..... korang nie semua dah bangun ke lum....... im at tis CC at yishun ngah pakai comp.... i enjoyed myself sey.... really really enjoyed myselp pat saner... wif u bunch of wonderful ppl...... to those yang tak dapat pergi dan yang tak nak pergi.... i tell u wat happen k.... oh yah.... found my passport last minit on sunday kul 0030Hrs...... i'm glad i went..... here's my story.....

Tuesday...
We reach there around afternoon..... then we went to this green lodge place... cos jen book the dorm bed pat saner..... its so... hot n everyone is sweating like hell..... then the guyz talk talk to the person who runs tat place.... due to some stuff we didn't stay there...... we check in to this Star Town Inn Hotel (i think tats the place that we stayed).... the gerlz -> esa, dian, sherry and me satu bilik.... den ash, aza, lan ngan kc another room.... and jen, ali ngan fir onother room.... the stay there is really cheap... cos its like RM60 for 4 dayz 3 nites....
After checking in.... we wash up, relax..... then around 5 or 6 kiter kluar... gi makan pat KFC den we went to Sungai Wang for shopping..... itz like my first time there and its so tempting to buy everything nice..... kao giler sey nampak the Vans shoez there...... the guyz borong t-shirts..... kiter pat saner lamer jugak sey..... den ard like 11 plus we went back to our hotel........ cos the next day is the most unforgettable day...... WooooooHoooooo!!!!

Wednesday...
Itz the trip to KL.... bus pukul 8.30...... the nite before semua confident nak jumpa kul 7 konon nak makan breakfast dulu.... skali..... pukul 7 the guyz baru nak siap siap...... me and dian went out dulu to buy jemput jemput across the street.... dah beli... patah balik hotel they lum kluar lagi..... We went to buy prata pat this Maulana Food Court.... itz near the Puduraya...... we were there sampai kul 8.25...... semua kelam kabut to catch the bus to Genting.......
When dah sampai genting Skyway... nak kena ambil cable car rite..... i dah panik sey..... takut jatuh..... itz my first time naik cable car.... esa, ash, kc, dian and me take 1 cable car.... kecoh sey..... the scenery from the cable car was spectacular but...... seram sey.... lagi2 naik ngan kc.... cekik darah sey.... i was like scolding him to sit still jgn gerak byk2...... klakar sey..... we reach there ard 11.30..... beli the admission ticket RM43..... I took all the available rides there xcept for this pusing2 nyer benda...... the bestest was the space shot..... tak percaya sey i took tat.... its so scary when it drop..... the roller rides best giler sey....... BEST sey...... took pictures...... cari tempat makan pey lah susah.... den dian mengamuk sebab nasi goreng ikan bilis dia siap lambat....... hahahhaha...... oh yah...... ash jatuh pat dlm cave sebab kaki tersangkut pat railing kuat jugak sey bunyi dier...... (sori eh ash.....) we left genting i think at about like 7.45 near 8...... cos the bus is at 8.30...... the same 5 ppl share 1 cable car.... again kecoh... cos mlm its even scarier...... kc tetap tak tau diam..... reach KL at 10 i think... then we went to petaling street..... its again my first time to Petaling..... my gosh..... i see sooooooo many nice nice thing... sampai tak tau sey aper nak beli...... we got separated.... me, lan, ali jln together2..... kc got separated cos dier gi berak.... then the rest was together... we meet back i think at about 11 plus near 12..... then rest pat Mc..... then went to beli burger ramli....... bought tuna in the can and roti for tml trip.... takut bangun lambat lagi... and then back to our hotel.....

Thursday...
Again.... the guyz lambat (the bilik tengah ppl).... this time sementara tunggu the guyz siap.... esa and i went to buy breakfast nasi lemak...... we were goin to A'famosa waterworld pat melaka..... we took a bus there.... and then nak kena turun pat Alor Gajah... where we need to take a cab to the waterworld.... some were sleeping then the stoopid bus driver past the alor gajah stop without informing us that that was alor gajah stop..... aper lagi.... jen pun mengamuk..... ada drama sikit pat dlm bus..... itz kinda funny arh.... jen bertengkak ngan tat bus driver.... den ali... pekik dari blakang.... "Lu sombong ah pek sama kita....." ????? then jen sort of said "Kita sama sama mau cari makan..." ???? takde kena mengena sey.... hahahhahaha nak ketawa tapi takut kena marah so i kept quiet...... we have to stop at melaka interchange which is like a 2 hr ride...... we still have to take a cab to the waterworld which is abt an hr ride frm melaka interchange...... we reac there i think abt 12 eh??? i think arh..... then bought ticket RM28 for the admission..... we cudn't bring in food there... so terpaksa tinggalkan the tuna ngan roti pat locker outside the waterworld...... semua xcept kc sewa tube..... the ride there gerekz giler!!!!!!! the family raft FuuuuYoooooo!!!!!! shiok sey...... the steep slides........ arh!!!!!!!! gerek siak...... we took the family raft i think 3 ker 4 kali..... hahahhaha...... itz so undescribable......... best sey...... we left the place at 6..... reach KL ard 8...... jln jln pat petaling street..... hehehehhe den i tak tau tawar..... the gerlz were like makin fun of me....... esa bought 3 pairs of shoez..... and me bought 1 for my adik.... itz soooo cheap.... RM50 each shoez...... we went back to our hotel at abt 12...... den semua wash up...... adik jen both went to sleep..... the gerlz gi bilik tengah..... main game...... the name game...... klakar sey...... lan introduce us to the game.... but 3 game straight dier kalah.... forfeit dier.... letak sabun pat muka.... celup roti dlm ice cream soda then makan..... then there is this round klakar giler.... everyone nak kena create name wif 3 syllabus 'Bu Fat To' lah, 'Ai Tung Tung', 'Ma Bi Gu', 'Te Dus Ching', 'Do Dep An'.... lan choose this name Dol Pat Ner.... then kc tanyer soalan bonus...... " 'Ner' dia Ner ke Ne"..... tak penting sey tu soalan.... everyone was laughing like hell sey....... kental siak kc...... ali was like kenakan kc...... klakar sey..... jen mati mati nak kc kalah cos nak cukur janggut dier.... the 4th game finally kc kalah... den majuk trus semua gi tido... by then it was like 4 am in the morning..... tml checkout kul 12 tgh hari......

Friday...
Amazingly..... org bilik tengah bangun dulu..... we woke up at 10.45.... siap, check out..... gi makan pat warung mama.... dian ordered maggi goreng... cos takut nak order nasi goreng kampung takut tunggu lamer but tat rice, lan ordered, datang dulu.... ash mishap air soyabean tumpah..... we all..... makan.... beli tiket balik s'pore.... den cari tempat utk letak beg beg yang sarat..... den we went to Sungei wang shopping again..... dian nak beli kasut jack plasen dier.... (sori eh dian)...... jumpa Erl pat sana.... den at ard 6 plus makan dinner pat Mc.... we all went to Times Square xcept for kc who went to petaling.... we took rides pat saner... we masuk dlm kul 8.... they have the 7 storey roller rides.... giler sey tu ride.... we took tat 4 times.... den ada snap shot of those yang took the rides..... the first ride that everyone naik.... muka satu2 takut sey.... jen had the funniest face.... hahahahhaa...... the DNA mixer giler sey..... i didn't take tat ride... its so memabukkan....... everyone enjoyed themselves there xcept for adik jen fir.... the only ride he took was bumper car... heheheh.... we left tat place nak kat kul 10.15..... kc dah tunggu pat tempat beg... we den lincah lincah gi petaling street.... we took the LRT there..... while the rest do their last minit shopping, Jen n family gi amik beg, kc waited for everyone at tempat amik beg..... by 11.15 we all make our way to the tempat amik beg..... semua lincah lincah gi puduraya cos our bus is at 11.30..... semua dlm bus dah shagged.... berpeluh..... so we went back to singapore......
oh yah..... den at yong peng terserempak ngan (wat ash said.....) mamat ngan budak dk bodoh dier.... hahahahah..... he was goin to kl for 2 dayz...... sampai s'pore at about 5.45..... den masa nak turun bus.... ash mishap lagi.... kepala langgar tv dlm bus... hahaha (sori eh ash)...... eat breakfast den make my way home.......

Fuh!!!!! I really enjoyed myself sey during my trip to KL, at KL, at Genting, at Melaka and back to S'pore.......... thanx to esa, dian, jen, sherry, firdaus, lan, ali, ash, aza and kc...... this is the bestest trip i ever had in my entire life..... kalau korang pegi lagi..... ajak me eh...... thanx also to sab..... if its not becos of u i tak kenal sey this wonderful frenz..... wiwie.... i really miss u tau.... cepat balik kay...... i really lurve u guyz loadz...... kalau ader pape ajak tau... atau call.... confirm angkat...... to those yang skolah on monday... slamat eh..... now i have to adapt back to life.... tml dah kena keje.... Dian kalau dah cuci gambar tell me k..... lastly thanx people for the wonderful trip.... thanx sooooo much.... lup ya.....!!!!!!

hoi hai...

2004-12-03T09:48:00.000+08:00

acacam org org baru balik kl??????? ada bagus?? orite ah! gua caya sama lu!!

org manchester, how do you do? is it freezing there? i must say, i do envy the weather.. all your family are there already aren't they? i guess and i hope u are much better now that your family member and ahem ahem is there already..

besides bear n bob, i wonder who's here.. giant? gi kl? lagi? hmm....

school's starting soon huh? so fast rite? macam tak cukup holiday je.. confirm confrem first day tak de mood. i'm at werk now n my feet is HURTING SO SO SO BAD!!! sakit yol! i've been standing here at the podium, tempat couter where i have to greet guests n ask for the room number before they can proceed to breakfast. anyway, i'm werking now at Grand Hyatt. only 3rd day. so still not confirm i'm a full time staff here. i'm attached to Grand Club dept. this dept caters to VIP n people with loads of money. $350-$450 per night mane tak loaded!! n that excludes tax n room services. i've seen the rooms.. phoo!! i learnt alot these few days. i like werking here. but the make up n 2 bloody inch high heels 8 hours straight, ni part need to get used to.. n my department is at the 20th floor. everytime take the lift must kluar masok kan card. ni part leceh nak mampos. card salah letak, nak kena mintak org tolong. i'll be issued my personal lift card n master key probably after probation. masterkey ni kalau ilang police report babe! immeadiate termination. nauzubillah! oh well.. i've been standing here since 7am! n breakfast ends at 1030hrs.. few minutes more den hopefully i can get to rest my poor poor feet...

we all must meet k.. miss u all.

dear, i miss u deep deep...

wiwie, i'm still disappointed. humph!

aishah, must story story k.. can talk abt ur upcoming interviews..

dian, blaja btol btol eh...

fidah, if we call, angkat eh...

by the way, i can't carry my fon during werk..

ok dah tu aje...

2004-11-26T13:04:00.000+08:00

Mendak went to Johor....
Mendak went to watch "Incredibles"...
Mendak went to Jalan raya 4 two dayz...

Now...Mendak is heading to KL-
u guyz ready?
it'll be juz moRe of us...

Ash - da siap tak roti nak pancing?
Aza - Za, hp ako masih ade cukup roti...
Bear- Bear tak ya bawak roti la ko...nanti ako takde chan
Ali - ko bawak roti pancing ke roti masjid
K.C - eh mat...ko gi jual roti sua
Esa - ambik chan tarok roti banyak2 jadi dier tau
Fida- tau tak roti ape?
Dian- acam ako rotikan ko? nak? nanti dier marah eh..? ehhe
Jen - kueh dan roti..beraneka macam..la la la la

Mendakz...itz 4 dayz and counting [crowz]
Passpot yg hilang tolong gi cari...

5 dayz of pure fun..
im eager
i cant wait..
can u guyz?

2004-11-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

Roti roti..

2004-11-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

subject: Ma Fav!
music: It Might Be You - Kai
mood: Sappy

This is my fav song at the moment. It's by an old band but somehow, I'm falling in love with the song like NOW? Wwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..!!

Title: It Might Be You
Artiste: Kai

Time...
I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me

Something's telling me it might be you
Yes it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place
Would I recognize the face?

Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it might be you
Oh oooooooo

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And we've so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before

Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

Yeah(3x)
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's you
Ive been waiting for all of my life

* * * *

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir & Batin

2004-11-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

subject: 'u mean there is?'
time: 11.59pm
music: Dip It Low - Christina
mood: full. had too much deng deng. heh*

haiz.. boring ar hari2 baca aku nya post sendiri. korang nie.. post la something.. oh, u guys working ek? heh* Anyhowz.. i was talking to izal abt his exam results & he was telling me dat 1 of his friends in St. Pats failed & has to stay back. i asked "wah, budak express pon bleh stay back eh.." then he told me his friend was in the N(T) stream. I was like 'St. Pats ada N(T) stream? u mean there is? ' hehe, k call me kental but i seriously didn't know there is! i thought all Saints school takes in only the Express stream-ed students! BAAHH!! I thought it's like SJI or SNGS. Through the whole 20 years i'd lived, 15 years of education, I just knew dat St. Pats is such a school. Sheesh!

Riddle: baru masok, dah bnyk.. ape dia? heh*

2004-11-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

subject: My mom would rather 'kill' me..
time: 12.25am
music: It Might Be You - Kai
mood: Sappy

I realised dat I'v been posting long postS (sheesh!) cuz somehow I felt dat I wish to be heard, by anyone. Other than dat, I'd go back to mine. Like I said in my post earlier, I'm having all the time in the whole wide world now. & I'm loving it! heh*

Does anybody know where I can take up kickboxing? Cuz I felt dat I'm in need of those lessons. Prolly for self-defence? I suppose.. heh* I feel myself to indulge in something I love, but I'v yet to find out what I love. The only thing I know dat I love is ME. heh* I love me = ) I've thought of backpacking. Kak Mimi once told me one of her girlfriends goes backpacking alone. U know the kinda budget backpack, where u bagpack in big bagpacks, sleep on railway stations cuz it's supposed to be a budget means of travel. BUT my mom would rather kill me than let me bagpack alone! heh*

I would love to take a pic of the most beaOOOtiful sunrise I could. Or stargazing on a fat meadow ground, count, re-cound, & triple-count the stars & feel like I'm in the omni-theatre filled with stars. I wish to take long strolls by the long white sandy beach (forget abt Sentosa) I wish to enter a caffeine Eden cuz I could never get enough of it. A paradise filled with Caffeine, wooosh!

I quote.. I wonder if this is true? Dat, it is not our world, Dis place but somewhere between here & the next. & I find myself questioning "reality" because, often, isnt it "fantasy" or rather, the mingling of "fantasy" and "naturalism", dat seems to be the only way in dealing with problems?

At times, if not most of the times, Ignorance is such a bliss. I had always stood my life on a shelf. Setting myself vulnerable; the way an unborn child is implacable. Only looking, never involved. Funny. Looking back, I cannot even remember a time I lived life for its moments. Only living for dat moment a few moments later. Perhaps, dis is where I have wronged. Just perhaps, Dis is why, every single time I think I'm mature enough to live my live, I'm still maturely immature. & every single time I think I'm better, I'm far worst. & every single time I think I'm ahead, I'm far behind. & every single time I think I know, I don't. I don't.. Oh, "Ode" to my life.. Yeah right!

I am paranoid n' childishly immature. Only sometimes maturely independant. Consistent but unpredictable. A skeptic as much as a believer. I get paranoid at times, if not at all times. I get paranoid once I realise there's an irony or a contradiction to a fact. Then is it still a fact? I try to believe what I see & also tend to believe what I hear. Seeing is believing, they claimed. Then what happens to the blind? Cuz you see, I'm blind..

p/s: I tend to get carried away once I indulge myself dear-diary-ing. If u think it's too long, you could probably skip reading my post. Other than dat, just read it. It's just in me! & oh yes, I love me even if you don't. heh* = )

p/s 2: Dian, get well soon!!!

1 week to Hari Raya! Weee..!!

2004-11-07T02:38:00.000+08:00

subject: 1 Week to Hari Raya
time: 02.38am
music: Ice Ice Baby -Vanilla Ice
mood: HAPPY!!

I'm currently in LOVE with this song. It the kinda song dat's probably next to the kinda songs sung by Dashboard Confessional.

Title: Nightingale
Artiste: Saves The Day

And I will fail under these lights,
that seep down from the bitter sky tonight
and I will kick and beat my wrists together
and feel an ocean breathing waves,
feel them licking at my face.

Ceilings don't exist and there are no floors beneath me.
If I were king of this night, would you become my queen?

And I hope, your majesty that you like your position.
I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side
and I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom.
Just kiss me before I go.

I'll have to walk a thousand miles
just to find the ground deserving of your feet.
You could throw me down and walk on me
and I'd just look on through my love and through the haze.

And I hope, your majesty that you like your position.
I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side
and I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom.
Just kiss me before I go.

The nightingales are singing now.
They're calling out our marriage to our subjects on their knees.
Their jewelery is thrown into the air.
They sigh at their release as their shackles hit the ground.
The trumpets call out now, we're home at last.

And I hope, your majesty that you like your position.
I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side
and I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom.
Just kiss me before I go.

* * *

And it's 1 more week to Hari Raya! I'm not excited abt the money cuz I won't get much this year. (we are young adults, remember?) It's just the feeling of :-

[1] having forced to clean my room
[2] having forced to clean the house
[3] supervise (which is equals to just looking at) umar drilling more holes in the walls cuz ibu says there seem to be more new pictures to be hung up
[4] the loadsa lagu hari raya over the radio all day long & dancing to the "suci nya pagi ini yang melewati hari" by Feminin
[5] trying on this year's baju kebaya & baju kurung in front of the mirror for the millionth times
[6] getting to help
(i) ayah menganyam ketupat, sit in front of the anglo for at least 8 hours & make sure dat there's ample charcoal, or
(ii) ibu stir & stir & stir the BIG pot of rendang cuz it takes loooooong hours to cook the rendang
[7] going WHOA at every house which has the lampu kelap- kelip cuz i do not have mine yet in the new house
[8] break-fast with friends & then head down to Geylang, even when you have nothing to buy. & when you reach there, the only things you could think of buying are:
(a) burger ramly,
(b) ayam percik, &
(c) daging deng deng
[9] watch the Salam Lebaran days b4 the hari raya & the only part of the show dat is interesting, are the laugh-able skits by alias kadir, ahmat stokin, arip samsuddin, & the rest of the gang
[10] going to Geylang on the night b4 Hari Raya BECAUSE you think dat everyone in the whole world is there!

I'v started to help my mom spring clean the house. hafta continue tmr. Thennnn, comes my rooooom! ergh! It's in need of a major pruning. Bad isn't it? It's my 1st Hari Raya at another new house. Sheesh! i'v lost count of the no. of times my family had moved. We may be called nomadic or prolly semi-nomad. it's great getting to live in various types of houses in the whole 20 years of my life. & i'v tried almost, if not all types of the government-ED houses available. A-huh! hehe, & different types of houses, has different types of ppl living in the same blk. i mean, mentality-wise. oh wadeva. The main thing is, Hari Raya is coming! Weeeeeeeeeeeee..!!!

It rained goddamn heavily again today, Godsmack!

2004-11-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

CAUTION

If it's raining & u'r in your jeans :-

RULE NO. 1 - take off your jeans to avoid being drenched up to thigh-length

RULE NO. 2 - same as the above

RULE NO. 3 - can't think of any

i R finally recollect how i fare or faired or fat in the whole education system throughout my whole 15 years of education system (ok, i'm repeating). i R in hate how hard we slog n how willing we r 2 put ourselves thru shit just 2 achieve sumthing. d required effort needed 2 attain wat we yearn so much 4 doesnt usually tally wit d end result... n den at d end of d day when we've finally gotten wat we've always wanted... we often end up asking ourselves; was it all worth d effort..??

4 eg. u mug damn f***ing hard for ur exams n den u get a B. like wtf rite. a B? just a grade. sure, maybe dat's y i nv excel in my studies anyway. haaah. then there r other times when we're so sure dat we're working hard towards sumthing worthwhile BUT den at e end of d day, somehow, we fail or end up under-achieving.

sheer disappointment. depressing.

i R in hate of disappointments more than anything else in d world. but sumhow i meet up wit them on a frequent basis. hmm. random post. it's ok if no one gets wat i'm trying to say here. i don't expect u 2 anyway.

i had nightmares of flunk-ing my final exams, keep mum of my results, & when my parents got hold of my results thru post, this is it - i R gona be disowned. i R in fear. i R in fear of fear. i finally got over dat fear after finalizing my thots dat i R not gona face anymore exams in d whole wide world.

i like d whole time in d world i R having now. it's jz dat i felt i R been very much under caffeinated - too much - coz of the puasa-ing. & it's just NINE more days to HARI RAYA!

OH YES! d tasmanian devil is the most smelliest creature ever created on Earth. the skunk is 2nd, 3rd is hyenas, 4th is beaver, 5th is mascox or mascux, (or how the hell u spell it).

i R lack of sleep.

i R damn cranky.

i R in hate of PMS.

i R tired of working.

i R in need of a holiday.

i R in LOVE wit LOVE.

Dian, i R sorry i R not working wit u. i R feeling a little guilty though but i R really tired of working. I R sorry. Don't b mad at me..

p/s: i didn't use Pantene today.. : (

It rained goddamn heavily today, Godsmack!

2004-11-05T02:20:00.000+08:00

t'was a peculiar morning when i amoured myself in my only clean white top. secrete at the back of my closet; perched on that wired hanger; not on the blue ones. not on the white ones. no. not on the black ones.
wired-zinc hangers = not-worn-often-IF-not-at-all clothes.
my room is a garden maze. n' the shrubs are in desperate need of pruning.i.e.- i need to do spring cleaning. bad.

49 mins & 34 secs out of Singapore & back! THAT WAS IT!??
----{{{la-dee-da-dee-dummmm}}---

the cold morning after. perfeKt.
I was a PermaneantResident in the twilight zone n' this afternoon
I was the ressurected death, with the clutter of:
-uninteresting-facts-i-never-knew-but-shld've?
- why the world seems ray-nee nowadays? -maybeitsjustme-
- why the world seems colder? -maybe-itsjustme-
- why did it had to rain goddamn heavily today? -definitelyme-
- why did we go today? -to err is human error-

Then, something smelt nice. didnt figure it to be me. but it is/ was. hehe. Would it be totally self-absorbed for me to say i am amusingly infatuated with my "back-to-the-old-Pantene-without-conditioner" smelling hair? heh* I love me =) -this made my day really. Oh yes, & thr's him. Thru the damn heavy rain. Godsmack!

it had started rainning after all. but it felt good; to walk among the living. to walk in the city again. mann.. it's my 1st time walking & jumping into puddles of water. 1st time dat my jeans were goddamn wet up to thigh-length. 1st time of crossing & tip-toeing over murky waters. but it's my zillioth times of "walking-in-the-rain, under-an-umbrella, but-still-get-myself-wet" wit HIM! oh well, today he got as wet as i did. But did it matter? No! i got a free ride home. it's was freezing cold on the highway. & HE was cruising at 90kmph then 100kmph then 110kmph then back to 100kmph & up 110kmph again dat my lips were flapping under the visor of an oversized helmet i was wearing. "hencai-bocai" la. seriously, it's a damn cold nite! & HE was in shorts. or rather, HOTPANTS, haha! Godsmack!

the little black book.
got me thinking how vastly different d mind works for men n' women. funny. its like us women, along d yrs, haf forgiven men for being the bastards dat they sometimes can be. Oh, I swear no name callings here & I haf no intentions of calling names here. Just ignore, dis is a passing remark. Thank you.

p/s: i love d way my hair smells. Well, at least 2day. hehe! & i'm in d mood of a movie marathon. Shark Tale, anyone? Ash? Shark Tale..?

ROCK NVR DIE!

2004-11-04T02:17:00.000+08:00

jus wanna share... zaman pakcik rock dulu..

kc.. try lagi larr.. niwae, aku dah baca post kau.. hahahaha.. lepak siak..
lan, kau kerja keras eh?? heheheh..

take care ebry body..
lagi 10 hari brudders n sisters.. hehehe..
ROCK NVR DIE!

2004-10-24T15:59:00.000+08:00

People.. on the 28th Oct, pls make urself free. kite buka luar ok? abt buka pat jb, nanti when we meet we discuss again. but PLEASE make it happen. nanti ada yg da start skola, ada yg da masok NS, ada yg masih bersekolah. i'm bored cuz i'm nor working today, so i'm trying to post something.

i read in the papers today, that if a girl were to start smoking from young, she could get mandul. scary isn't it? can't produce your own heir. i'v been working in the morning till night & the last straw was working 20 hours straight. God, it was tiring but best! i'm talking abt the money. Fullerton held this Tatler Ball. among the guests were Dick Lee, the Fullerton's hotel manager, & lots of VVVIPs. Daryl David was the host. the ladies were dressing like WHOA! clevages everywhere, bare backs here and there. & the best part was, almost every single ladies had diamonds sparkling across their necks, on earlobes & wrists. best! the conversations they hold are about their diamonds, nose jobs, botox, Kompressors, their cashlines, their children studying in Monash or Stanford or Oxford or Cambridge or Shanghai, their 3 1/2 story mansion, their apartment in District 9 or 10 or 11, their lap pools.

it's funny that their lifestyle is full of boasting & bragging about themselves. oh yes, while most of the guests were chinese & dressed like princesses, the caucasion guests dressing were toned down a little. their dress code; elegant but simplicity. cool! & the pasteries were HEAVEN! coffee milk, cheesecakes!, milk chocs, not forgetting the ice-creams! after the ball, while clearing, my manager asked if i want some ice-cream. Do you think i'd resist? HELL NO! he gave me a big tub of chocolate ice-cream & i shared with 2 other girls! it's a delicacy, a pastry heaven, a paradise, indeed.

i can't wait for hari raya seyy! i dunno y. but this time i don't think we'll be getting much duit raya.. next yr, kite da kene kasi duit raya to the kanak kanak budus, nieces & nephews, parents, TOK.. i can't wait for my graduation. & i know so is Sab, & so is Ash. congratulations sweeties.. we made it!

oh well....

2004-10-16T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hoi hai!!!!!!!!!

Harlow my dearest mendakians..

First first first skali, selamat berpuase!!!!!!!!!! Best nye!!! Lagi 28 days RAYE!!! WOO HOO!! Hehe.. I know dah tak le collection.. dah kena retire.. ape nak buat... nasib badan..

Den.. happy birthday lan. Maap lambat sedikit.

Otay.. So how's life so far ppl? For some, I know a lot has happened.. nak story story camne kan? Some for us might be werking already.. sigh.. have to start treating life seriously huh? Come to think about it rite.. it’s kinda scary stepping into the adult world eh.. werk full time n all.. be seriously independent.. prepare for future.. MAK DATUK.... oh well.. I'm still damn worried abt my results sey.. honestly, I dunno if I can clear it.. I had tried my best n so, now I leave it to hands of allah..

My vacation so far.. ok ok ah.. last day of paper, went out with classmates.. went bowling lah..! at katong. Den went play pool.. den next day, went sentosa.. lama tak mandi laut.. tapi outing ni this time abit drama.. adelah satu kawan kiter tu emo sikit.. kesian dier..
N den.. that's it.. dat was the last time I slack with my friends. Tu pon bukan nye slack sangat.. kwang kwang kwang..

On dat same particular week, me went wet wet wild or wild wild wet or whatever.. actually it was a Monday. Not same week. We were expecting tak de crowd. So best lah we will get the place for our own.. tapi kan kan kan.. peh ramai orang!! Ops.. bukan org.. budak budak!! It happen to be no school for primary school so ade school excursion lah.. the Qs were long.. tried all adult slides.. not that great. Really.. nothing great at all.. I find fantasy island slides so so so much more better.. and there's this ride I one of the life guard on duty punye lah gatal.. he asked for kak mimi's number!! Sempat eh menggatal with all dat crowd.. he let us cut q somemore!!

aaliyah was around so we rented for her life jacket n let her float all by herself at the river.. cute sey.. n she LOVES it.. den we brought her to the children side.. me n kak mimi admitted we had more fun there den at the adult side.. hehe.. lucky ade Aaliyah.. if not we won't be able to play at the children side.. haha... thanks to Aaliyah our outing became not too bad after all..

den kan.. den kan.. eve of puase, my parents me and Aaliyah went geylang. Seriously, it's empty! We went there to buy some kurma in case if u r wondering.. it was HOT HOT HOT!! as in the heat there.. Goodness..

oh.. can we break fast together gether one day please.. must make it one of our tradition. At least 1 kali buka sesama pun jadi lah.. ok? Ok? Ok? Ok tak??

Dah tu aje..

2004-10-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart."

How amazing is it dat ure friends wont tink twice to be wth u.Its amazing how much u meant to sum1.Gee...u guys reali know how to make me feel my worth.I wil never realised this if shit dun happen in my life.If i dun feel any sorrow,I wil never know how much i meant to each n evryone of u.U guys walks in wen the whole world walks out on me...

My friends u guys took the trouble,took the initiative to come meet me personally....despite my ignorance....U wonderful ppl were der....waiting and waiting....but to no avail...Wer was i?trying to hide!hide my emotions.hide my fears....Im running away from the onli ppl who have promised to be der.Running away from problems...boy boi dis is so not me. But sometimes u dun even know urself until it hit u rite at the face. How u overcome it,its all another story!! But these guys Ash,Aishah,Sab,Fida,KC and jen...waited patiently for me. To console me,To wipe it all of me,to be by my sides,to help me....just bein der...! Never ever underestimate wat are ure friend's worth!
That is why god creates u guys....to look after me wen im crumbling to the ground...!! hehe
Amilda u were der for me too girl! tanks for ure meaningful words.! ERl uve always stood by me n ure 1 fren i can depend on no matter wat the situation is. Sab,aishah,Fidah though ive known u gals for merely 3 years,Ure the greatest gift from above.U gals have proved to be one helll of a mut##-F####ing Kick a** Of a Fren....haha For all the tings we've been tru.For all the shit we've been tru.U gals are just the best!!
Those guys...U proved to me dat ure not the onli the kind of friends who wld be der during happy times,during any time also can...hahah Wat time is it?? Its TIGER TIME!!!! Lets Party...weeee
Today Ive realised that some of life's greatest lessons cannot be pried from books- they must be experienced it in ure own bones.Through those valuable xperienced,der's every lessons behind it.Lessons comes in with reasons.N reasons... leads u to this unquestionable journey of life...."Everything happen,happen for a reason" Really?? I dunno..its not up to me to decide...... *N the reason is U........*

WHoosh~~Whadda...??

2004-10-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

Ni gambar kakla....

Dat day was fun sey....
picz wil be up sooN k....
ni nak menikmati
mat2-baju-putih-baru-balik-kilang-nak-step-gay...
ahakz..!!

Geezz...ni-
mat2-gay-nak-step-horny-pat-railway-station
( panjang sial lidah ako!! ) iskh!

Ni lak
Mat2-gay-step-ade-perhubungan-sulit
pas-tu-step-gadoh...
( ash...dimple 2 takya nak tunjuk camera eh! )

Ooo...sek kan?
gay tak cukup- Lesbyon pon ade
ahakz!!
Fee-wiut!!

ok 2 aje......episode of
gang-railway station...

Keep mendaking : : :

dedication.

2004-10-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

hello mendaks, ali.
i feel like singing.
i'm going to sing a song.
N i would like to dedicate this song to lan.
n whoever who feel this. -sobs..-

this is live people. (hehe..)

i'm going to sing,
Berhenti Berharap
by Sheila On 7

fazli, play the piano.

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

ooo..oooo

Chorus:
aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

bridge:
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Back to chorus** (hehe.. malas nak type lagi.(padahal paste. haha.) tapi still singing ni.. hehe..)

feeling this.
-sobs-
get emo people..
its time to get emo.. -sobs-
hehe. (step nangis)

its ok to fail lan. look to the future. success is still lookin for u. n yeah, me too.
(k now, i don know wat i'm talking. u know?)

-ali-

Happy Childrens Day!!! Weeeeeeeeeee!

2004-10-01T05:41:00.000+08:00

Halo mendakians...

First things first, happy childrens day to all of us. Remember, there's a small lil kid inside all of us. Hehehe... K, tats corny...

They dont call me Bangla for no reason... Hehehe...

Adik aku pun keje skali... Hehehe...

Secondly, i'm startin work on Monday people. Best k. Roster dah lah gerek, off every Sunday lak... I'll be gettin an airport pass, and i can walk all around the airport... Weeeeeeeeeee! Cant wait to to work...

Thirdly, tonite we goin sheesha rite? Are we? Esa, Ash and I planned tonite at Tanjong Pagar. So i hope to see u people tonite, lama tak chill out sama sama... We'll talk bout the KL trip too... Semua naik motor kepe? Kalau semua naik motor, terpaksa aku naik kereta aku... Hehehe...

Empatly, Sentosa on the 8th jadi tak? Aku dah beli swimming trunk ni...

Yang ke lima kali, KL Unlimited trip. The people who said they're in are, Dian, Esa, Ash, Bear, Ali and ME... Giant cant make it due to other plans. Sab takle, motor dia takle sampai. Wiwi masih pakai sluar pendek kat negeri sejuk. Azhar smalam baru pukul aku. Lan biscuit abis. Bob jadi sponge. Fidah busy women. Fir and Afni tak isap rokok lagi. Bukit racist, tak suka melayu ngan tamil. Pejal jatuh kat fort canning lagi... OK, to those who are in, start collecting money k. Jual VCD blue pun ok. "Abang mau blue tak? Mau? Mau? Pompan, baik punya... Pecak ah!".... Whahahaha!

Lawa kan full moon?

K, and tats tat... Peace!

ps; Pic of the week and poll is up! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee!

:: Mendak Pic of the week!!! Weeeeee! ::

2004-10-01T05:38:00.000+08:00

Mak aku bilang, kalau dalam gambar nampak benda benda yang ajaib, jangan tegur... Especially if its Chinese lookin... Kwang kwang kwang kwang! :D

2004-09-29T20:48:00.001+08:00

This is Hey

2004-09-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

This is Fila..

2004-09-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

I'm comparing Fila with Hey

Basdea....!!!

2004-09-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

happy basdae 2 da two little twinz....
now grown up in early twenties...
love u guyz...
peace...
ape2 dtg tj pagar k cari ako
sheesha pon ade pat sane
tapi ako lum try...
HAPPY BELATED BASDAE!!!!

Te Dush, Ching!

2004-09-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

happie bas'dae to aSh & aZhaR! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...!!! baru 20 ke aper? wahaha.. well, well. da besar korang, kwang kwang kwang..

well, it's been some time since i blogged, so i thought i'd post something. read it or not, bear with me! k, 1st abt the kl trip. my parents gave me the green light PROVIDED dian go. she has to go cuz my mom let me go the last time bcuz of dian too. if possible fidah too plus erl. so erl, try to come back a little earlier than DECEMBER can? afni, u going too? the more girls the merrier, we could have pillow fights in the night, hehe.. sab, do u need ideas from us how we could MAKE you GO? how abt the idea we gave abt Kak Rina or Kak Mimi going? Wiwi, mana kau sih? kamu pergi atau tidak? kamu di singapur dlm jangka masa kami bertolak atau tidak sih? jgn begini dong! it's prob gona be the last outing b4 everybody gets busy. girls working.. guys, i mean, ash, going for NS soon. you are gona be the man, boy.. te dush, ching!

there is Rock Star, featuring Jeniffer Aniston, on Ch 5 at 10pm tonight.

Astavalista Baby!

Happy 20th Birthday to the twins!!!

2004-09-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

Halo mendakians...

First things first, Happy 20th Birthday to Ash and Azhar! May all ur wishes come true and live happily ever after. And i have an online present for the two of u. Gambar baik nye... Hehehe...

My cat Fila is gonna dance for u twins...

Yeah, shake it... Do it Fila...

Yeah baby yeah! Bring out ur claws baby... Its cat fight... Hahahaha!

Woooooohoooooo! Shake tat booty baby!

Weeeeeweeeeeet! Nice ass baby.... Whahaha!

Thank you Fila. So once again Happy Birthday Twins!

Secondly, the KL Unlimited Trip. I know most of u have exams coming up, but i need a rough confirmation on who is goin to KL tis Nov. I wanna make it happen. I wanna go KLCC again. I wanna go Genting again. I wanna go Afamosa tis time. And most of all, i wanna go wif u Mendaks. I'm goin to make it happen. The trip will be from 29th Nov to 3rd Dec, 5 days trip. My rough budget of the trip will be ard SD$200+, excluding ur own shoppin. Shoppin u can bring another SD$100, tat should do. I'm plannin to go Times Square, Genting, and Afamosa on the 2nd, 3rd and 4th day of the trip. My main objective is to spend our whole day at the attractions. We will be stayin at a budget hotel, RM75 per night. Its cosy, nice but mendak alil bit, no cable TV, i can bring my PS2 if u people want to, but overall the location is good, near to Bukit Bintang, Sungai Wang, LRT stations, 15 mins walk to Puduraya Bus Terminal and Petaling Street, and freakin near to Times Square. We will be taking bus to and fro KL, journey approximately 6 hours. The bus we will be taking from here leaves at 9am and from KL leaves at 5pm. I hope most of ya'll can make it, cos tis is the one trip we should make it happen.

I know its kinda tight rite now, tats why i'm plannin two months early. I bet u can save more than SD$200+ in these two months. Hari Raya kompol banyak banyak. Reminder to the guys, u all will be goin NS next year, so we should make tis happen, before u go NS and turn to men. Hehehe... Lets lose our boyhood. Hehehe! For the gals, hmmmmm, we need gals in life ok. Hehehe... Pls.. Make tis trip happen. Dah lama sak kita tak kluar sama sama. OK? So if u're interested, blog bout it, or jus 'kwang' at the tag-board. PLS REPLY AFTER U READ TIS FREAKIN POST, penat siul aku tulis and research. For now, the ones who are confirm goin is me and Ali. The best is 8 people, cos Genting cable car can fit 8... Hehehe... BUT the more the merrier!!! Any changes on the trip, i will update here... Thank you mendaks...

Lastly, a public service announcement by Jen to Lan. Where the fuck u at? Lan, kau telah menghilang diri dari aku sudah berape hari. The fact is, yeah, i miss u, but i'm freakin disappointed wif u. I told u do sumthin last week, but u didnt do it. U owe me an explanation for tat. I dont need tat shit, but atleast the best thing u could do is tell me. Wat happen? Wat for? And the question i wanna ask u the most is, why all these? My mom and siblings keep asking where u at. I keep thinking bout wats botherin u. Why u missing in action? Ali and I have been meeting everyday. We talked bout music alot. Remember, WE are suppose to be in a band. U, me, Ali, and a few more people. We dont need tat much commitment now, but we need some atleast. But lookin at ur MIAness, we dont think u can commit later later too. I tot i was the one wif the 5 mins enthusiasm. But screw the band for now. I wanna know wat happen. Why u acting strange?

I'm writing tis, cos i care, and u're really like a freakin biscuit. Friends are not biscuit. Especially not bestfriends. Everybody have problems, some even worst then urs. But one can either run from it, or one can learn from it. In ur case, u're runnin from it. Dont be weak to seek help from people. Its life, everyone ask for help, and everyone helps if they can, no matter how selfish they are. And dont act like u're in a hot soup when u're not in one. I told u tat before. For goodness sake, be urself, jus Lan. I dont give a fuck, u owe me an explanation. And if u dont wanna call me, atleast call ur mama. She smsed me. Thank u... ::End::

OK Mendaks... Reply to me back about the KL trip. Take care and good luck for ur exams! Peace!

ps; Ash, kau look 100 times better now... Lepak siulz!

Listen ya'll, i got a story to tell... wink

2004-09-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

This was me then...

This is how i look now... OOooooooo... I'm only 17...

There are alot people who sleeps in the train...

Jus like me...

Our lunch at Delifrance... Muak giler punye...

This is the 127th application form i've filled in my entire life...

Its been a long time since i last went to town... Rambut cramp sak...

And also the aka Border's toilet... Hehehe...

On Monday, i had a jobhunt. It was fun. And believe people, it was the first time ever i did a proper resume. Thanks to Ali and also Afni's example. I never tot resume was tat important, but now i know important it is. Oh well, i applied for a few jobs and most of them replied back yesterday and today. So people, its not tat difficult to look for a job. Went to International Plaza, and it was the most satisfying eye-washing experience Ali and I had... Hehehe... Went to town too, its been so long since i last went there. Fortunately, nothing's change tat much, except the escalators at MRT and the no. of Filipino people. Hehe! I'm starting work soon... Next week... Weeeeeeee.... Cant wait.

Last week, well not actually last week. Last Saturday, i watched someone did something for the first time. "When was the last time, u saw someone did something for the first time" Fly wif Emirates!!! Hehehe... The star of the show, Aaliyah...

Abg Suhaimi, Kak Ina and my Kak Mimi (yes guys! Kak Mimi!) watching Aaliyah in the water... She's so cute... Muka nampak sah sejuk sey...

Awwww........ She's so happy... Look at her... I miss Aaliyah...

Weeeeeee.... Yey! Yey! Aa-li-yah! Weeeeeeeee.....

"Pssssttt... U must like me ok... Hehehehe! *wink wink*"

Aaliyah was very cute lah. Tak boleh tahan. I got to be in the water wif her for awhile. It was fun, but cramp cos i was in the babies pool... Kwang kwang kwang! Kak Ina was so happy to see Aaliyah swimming. Aaliyah really like playing in the water. She even cried when she had to go back... Hehehe... Cute lah dier... Niwae Dear, thank you for the t-shirt. I love u always...

I also went to JB wif Musa, Nini, Azhar, Mahader, Fir, Zaheed and Ali last week. The ride to Johor was freakin fun. Musa drove like KL menjerit. Hahaha! He was driving at 130 km/h. Can u believe it? But it was damn fun, but at the same time scary, cos wat if the Malaysian kick our butts. Hehehe... Its ok, we have Musa. Whahahahaa!

Mr busy aka Musa and Nini...

Ali posing aje, dia tak isap ni sheesha semua... Hehehe...

Mahader (i hope its the rite spelling) and Azhar...

Zaheed, Fir and hmmmm... Fir's bro...

Tarik dok, tarik... Hehehe...

Hearing Musa's story bout his work and travelling really inspires me. I wanna travel and meet new people. See new things. Get hold of new gadgets in Japan.... Weeeeeeee! I'll go crazy down there. I wanna save up money from now. There are so many things in tis world tat i could do. And u tooooo....

:: to be continued ::

:: Mendak Pic of the week!!! Weeeeee! ::

2004-09-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

Sape tu? Whahahaha! Its Ash Ketchum... Masih zaman rambut long sampai lutut nye... Ash, jangan tak jadi tis Nov gi KL... Kau mesti pegi... Peace!

3 more weekies.....

2004-09-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

Darn still stuck in skool... and its already 9.30pm... these few dayz have been really crazie sey...
projects are due... reports... quizes... dammit!!! Sab just left me alone ngan mama mama.... :( one project dah confirm abis.. tat is MOE... me and sab we did tat pojuk till like 5 am.. at her place... i slept over her place... den today we actually just finish our java report... amazingly.... we can do everything within 2 dayz.... surprise sey.... den i juz finish my Palm OS project *YEEEPIE*... 3 projects down and 2 more to go... left wif circuits project.... advanced eln and the ever sickening and irritating photonics.... &*^$%@#^ ~sigh.... oh shitty gtg... the lab TSO dah halau kluar.... neway... bila nak lepak lepak arh??? dah lamer sey tak gi lepak.... dian is alwayz m.i.a...... chaoz.....

:: Mendak Pic of the week!!! Weeeeee! ::

2004-09-13T12:00:00.000+08:00

Bear botak tengah ke... Kwang kwang kwang! Hehehe... Hope tis pic cheers u up Bear... And we will go KL... Peace mate!

More 'shocking' pic next week... LONG LIVE MENDAKS! ;)

MoNdAy BlUeS...

2004-09-13T11:07:00.000+08:00

KNN btol, dah type panjang2 abih hilang, nak kena type balik.. irritating..!!! but since im free, i'll type again ah cos dah lama tak blog, haha.. Bob's on mc, n my other grp mate, as usual, da balik rumah.. hahaha...

ok, where do i start... hmmm...

yesterday i went to sentosa wit my colleagues from fish, its like a ritual tat we all go to sentosa on the 1st sunday after we get our pay.. somehow or rather, i'm not sick of sentosa, its FUN.. n i got burnt all over, my face n body are all red, hahhaa... then there was an incident at sentosa, my 2 colleagues put sand into ben's shorts n he got angry... he merajuk then he went into our tent n sat inside n smoked.. klakar seh, we were all laughin at him, hahaha.. for those who dunno ben, he's a guy yg suka sgt merajuk, kena sikit aje bunga, hahahha... n ben ni slalu kena kacau ngan kita semua.. took alot of pictures, gonna be posting them on my shutterfly soon.. after sentosa, we all had dinner together at far east.. cos all were damn hungry, i dunno y, but everytime after swimmin, lapar gila lah.. dah lapar, gila pulak tu.. hahaha.. after dinner, we all went our separate ways....

bein at sentosa reminded me of the times we, the mendaks pple, used to go there during our free time or during vacation.. now nak lepak together aje dah susah, let alone go for an outing.. sigh.. but hopefully yg the planned trip to kl at e end of e yr, bein planned by jen, jadi ah.. then we all gonna have some fun together.. aight mates?? so from now, kena lah save up duit.. hehehe.... :p

ps: ash bila nak gi riding same2??

wiwie take care of urself in manchester, its been a long long time since i last heard from u, take care tau.. miss ya... ;)

sabby send my regards to ur dad... n see u ard in sch!!!

jen the kl trip jadikan ah, jgn tak jadi, n bila kau nak aku kasi balik dvd kau..?? n bila nak isap sheesha lagi?? hahaa... :)

n finally, a special shout out to a special someone, u knoe who u r sweets, but i dunno if ur readin tis, miss ya loads n hope to see u soon k...!!! take care!!! d; p

Nak crita crita!!!

2004-09-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

HeeeeeeeeeeeeeLoooooooooooooo......... Its great to take abreak once in a
while to check out on things which r important to u........like ure friends!!
Phew...great to know everyone is doing fine besides being really busy at school.....dun worry guys u gonna miss it one day too..Oh pls pls changee my status to unattached or sth else, ........ I miss my friends terribly, I miss the crazy outing,lepak blakang tm pun jadi la janji jumpa sey....i miss travelling,padahal everyday travel,back n forth to school travel juga ape, i want to go genting also like the guys, i want to take the roller coaster,i want to go to kl n try all the rides in the indoor park,im waiting for fresh,yummylicious chocolates all the way from australia(make it quick erl,my mouth are watery now) wee wee wen ure coming back girl...misss ure super loud voice n ure craziness......Sab be patient girl, Fidah wen oh wen....Bear wats new?wat r the latest gadget dat u have yet to show me or new thing dat u upgrade.....haha Lan jangan nak action tunjuk semua orang ure new earing....eeeee Forever Kental... hai...aishah n ash bila mau naik pelamin....skejap nak skejap taknak....start a new chapter la....hehe hmmm....about me,im doing fine!! tetap Dian stil the best!! Bila nak gi rumah jen isap sheesha....jom???/ korang semua kenapa busy sangat ah........

Weeeeeeeeee...!!

2004-09-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

hilluz!! so long, Astoria! da lama tak post! hehe.. i know, i know u guys gona dread reading my post, but anyway, i'l try to keep it short so bear with me!

all my presentations are finally OVER! phew! i'm left with the 2nd MCom assignment, 2 reports, n a 3rd Satellite quiz which will be MCQ! yeay! n guess wad, insya'allah, i'll be finishing sch in 4 wks' time! weeeee..!!! insya'allah, i'm looking forward to a real good break. u guys doing SIP, better work on ur projects. don't procrastinate, believe me. it sucks to the core! time waits for no man. n those who r finishing sch, we r gona make it! n my cat's lying in front of me, hehe. anyway.. william hung's in SG, haha! i'm watching the news now. k k, anyway, after reading jen's post to KL with lan n ali, i feel like gg too! ergh! can't wait for exams to be over, wana work, then after raye can go! weeeeeeeeeeee..!!

n there has been adverts on slashed trips to bankok. h my god, n tiger is introducing 49cents. 15sept to 15oct n its limited seats. jealous seyy when ppl get to travel.. ppl like dian, ash's sis, haiz.. i wana go, but it's just the cash flow problem. i'm never a gd manager in terms of money. ergh! i think ar, if i da kawin, my hubby will still be helping me to manage my money n with all the expenses. haiz.. so lets hope i don't get a spendthrift like me for a husband. dua dua mati pauper.

i tried ash's bike yesterday n ash tried mel's bike. best! but i feel like it's too heavy la. i even find my wave a little too heave for me. maybe i should juz ride a bicycle.. haiz.. i wana go changi tonight to see 'adik-adik'. ash went last fri n he saw a lot while i went on sat n saw ONLY THREE! tu pon mcm tak laku. dorang peh dressing, Nasyita pon kala! cair, wahahahahahaha!!! siao char bor!

k k i'll stop here since i said i'll post a short one.

later later, weeeeeeeee...!!

jen, aku nak tgk gamba (aku) tapi bile aku zoom in gamba dia still tak clear.. :(

sab, insya'allah ur dad will be fine.

wiwi, it's been so long..

dian tetek, oh where oh where can my baby be? da lama tak crite2!

fidah, tak jupmpa lover boy? hehehe

k k, i'll cut the crap n really stop here, k.

daaaaaaaaaahahaaahaha. hehe

Tis is JEN speaking....

2004-09-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

Halo mendakians...

As u mendaks can see, i've change the blog template. Template ni mendak, so kena ngan kita jugak... Hehehe... Its been long since i last blog here. I havent even update my own blog yet. How are u people? Dah lama tak chill sama sama... Nak main game? Hehehe... K, k, i good some news to tell u people...

OK, jus now in the afternoon, i posted pictures of my KL trips wif Ali and Lan. There were alot of pics, and it took like few mins for all the pictures to be visible. So i dont know if some of u, who are using modem, can really see the pic properly. Kalau korang nak tengok, gi pakai comp skolah. Hehehe! Or u can also visit the links under our Mendak Pics, FOMKLT part 1 or 2... ok??

Niwae our KL trip, three weeks ago was fun. Walaupun sikit peh slack, i had fun. I would rate it 7/10. The three things tat we lack are... 1. Planning. Our planning was not tat good. We didnt really know where to stay and go. And we didnt really follow our planned schedule. But it was ok! 2. Cash. We were shortage of cash at the end of the trip. Left wif only RM8 from RM900. Can u believe it? But, its all good. 3. Mendaks! I wish all of u were there wif us. It would be hell of a fun. I wish Sab was there to see the lights wif me. I wish Ash was there laughing and screaming during the rides. I wish Dian was there to make more noise. I wish all of u were there actually.

So now i've planned for another trip to KL. I call it KL Unlimited. Hehehe! Ceh, macam broadband lak... We will be goin to Genting, Times Square, Afamosa Waterworld in Malacca and other cool places in KL. The date tat i have decided for the trip will be from 29th Nov, Monday, till 3rd Dec, Friday. 5 days trip. It will be the third week of Hari Raya, so most of u should have some cash already. We've been wanting to go Bangkok since last year. Well, i think we should explore KL fully first, then take a bigger step. Wat say u? Who wants to go???

Niwae for u people's info, i'm exempted from NS. WOOOOO HOOOOO! But its a lil bit hard to find a full time job. Booooo hoooooo! But i'll find one soon. Insyallah! My dad is coming back next month. Cant wait to see him and get my hand on more gadgets and DVDs. Hehehe!

K, news on Mendak. Startin from next week Monday, i'll put up "Mendak pic of the week!". So u people gotta check it out, in case u see some shocking pictures... Hehehe! And there will also be more things added to our blog, insyallah.

Ok, i need some sleep now, tomorrow workin at a xxx company. Hehehe! Triumph!!! Hehehe... Ladies, u need some panties? hehehe... Peace!

ps; Download 'Dry Your Eyes' - The Streets... Sedap!

Gambar gambar aja si...

2004-09-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

The beautiful morning Singapore...

Step risau... "camne bini aku ni? dah makan ke belum? sigh... CPF pun tak cukup nak beli TV..."

Lan feelin sunset... Padahal sunrise tau...

At Tuas checkpoint... Yang baju hijau tu ALi...

Makan stopover... Nasi ayam dia sedap kau....

Tapi air Lan tak sedap...

Aku tido muka ade senyum... Wet dream ah dokz... Hehehe...

Ni pulak nampak sah bukan wet dream...

KL from afar....

Dah sampai Puduraya, KL... Weeee.... Nak cari hotel lak...

Dah dapat hotel, Lan pun tak tahan, terus berak... Kaki tak maintain...

Skarang kita dah ready nak kluar... "keep it gangster ya'll"

Ali kat Geylang... Hehehe...

Lan kat Serangoon...

Aku kat Bishan... Hehehe... Alamak, nampak Menara pulak...

Lan dah nak tindik... Woooooooo...

Kita orang pun step nak tindik...

Ali muka fear-factor, Lan muka nervous kunyit... Pompuan tindik ni 'baik' giler... Leh exchange email?

Dah tindik, muka cramp... Cipap!

I bought a beanie there... Style kan? Kan?

Nak naik train... Old skool siulz... Pakai farecard... Hehehe!

Train dah sampai... Ali ni Malaysia, bukan Thailand...

The streets of KL, Bukit Bintang...

Lan ngah posing tu... *twink twink*

98 Degrees, Live at Dang Wangi, KL...

Style kan? Kan?

Suria KLCC... The freakin shoppin centre is like Taka, but more sweeeeeee......

The food is also damn delicious, but a lil bit expensive lor...

Cool kan? Kan?

I love the lights... So romantic... Tapi ngan Lan ngan Ali buat ape, aku bukan gay...

This is the best pic of our KL trip... I love tis pic...

Lawa kan? Kan? Cipap lah!

Strolling in the park...

Lepas tu, kita gi beli kasut...

Sambil 'cui' pompuan... Hehehe...

Petaling Street, Chinatown, KL...

In the cab, where were asked to pay RM12, but the distance is only like RM4... Cipap!

Then, my favourite, sheesha time... "Double Apple"

Sheesha dia best giler babz lah... Sedap! Oneng Oneng!

Restoran Jangan Ketawa!!! Whahahaha! Ali, jangan ketawa!

Then back to the hotel... Lan macam nak muntah, plus ball bearing tindik dia hilang...

Ali buat hal dia sendiri.. Hahaha!

Aku step terperanjat and concern...

The next morning, aku tido betul punya lenyak...

Celebrity Uncensored Part 1...

Ali feelin sluar ketat kat buah... Hehehehe...

Kedai kopi teh sedap giler...

'Tada'!!!

Tempat telepon... Style... Lan tipon sape tu? Weeeweeeeeeeet!!!!

The bus to Genting...

The ticket, but we found out tat our bus was later a lil bit...

Album cover...

Lan aka Joe Kilat...

In the Genting Skyway... Weeeeeeee....

Huh? Where am i?

Lan feelin sejuk...

Dedicated to u Mendaks at home....

The long cable...

Tak sabar nak gi Outdoor Theme Park...

Welcome!!!

The tag we had...

Waiting can be quite long...

But when we're on the ride, its crazy my n******

Ali step cool... 'at first'...

Swinging out is damn fun... look at Lan...

But ali got a lil bit more excited... Hehehe...

Tis one is damn funny, for Lan i mean... Kalau korang tengok video, baru korang tau...

98 Degrees, live in Genting, Malaysia...

Feelin sedih tak dapat naik ride pasal wet mist...

Feelin sedih lagi...

Tak tau nak feelin ape....

We are barely visible...

Album cover Nelly... Hehehe...

Lan and mini Ali....

The ride we've been waiting for...

Mak ai!

After the rides at Genting, we decided to go rock climbing... Best!

Lan dah macam pro climber...

Ali pun dah macam pro belayer...

Style kan? Kan?

Tats Ali on top people, after two cramps... Hehehe...

Lan high on the wall...

Ali bouldering the wall... Style!

98 Degrees, rock-climbing session, in KL.... hehehe....

The Indoor Genting... All i can think of when i'm here was Sab... Its so romantic. Lights and the atmosphere!!! Sigh....

Back to the bus station after a long day at Genting...

Back in KL, we walked around downtown...

We headed to 5 star hotel jus to pee... Hehehe...

Lawa siulz....

OOOOooooooo.... Hantu!!!

Then the streets got damn busy... We were on the right road...

Hehehe.. We found Zouk... Cool!

Ape lagi, ambik gambar macam kita clubbin ah... Hehehe...

Then we chilled at KLCC again... hehehe..

Walked around Jalan P.Ramlee and we found lots of clubs, one of them is tis Hard Rock Cafe!!! Lagu baik!!!

After 'drinking'... ehem... ape lagi, Ali ngan aku pun isap rokok... Havoc ah!

Then we chilled at the same sheesha place again...

Tats the place...

Lepas tu balik hotel, 'masih mabuk', kita feelin gay lak... hahaha...

98 Degrees, secret gay tape...

Best ah tido kat hotel....

Celebrity Uncensored Part 2

Celebrity Uncensored part 3...

Then it was time for us to head back home... Muka sedih...

Sempat kita flirt ngan the frontdesk lady.... Weeeeweeeeeet!!!!

Three men in three different mirrors... Duh!!!

Our lunch at this 24 hour restaurant...

From RM900+, we had RM8.10 left... Jeez!

In the bus back to Singapore...

Ali feelin sedih...

Me feelin friendster...

Back in Singapore, and back at my place! Peace!

to be continued...

greetings from Temasek Poly, EN23-5-127

2004-09-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

hoi hai.. saper di sana?

so how's life ah? esa n ash n mel stress with projects, i guess giant too.. bear n bob still enjoying SIP agaknye. dian hilang tros. wiwie jauh nah. fidah n me planning to commit suicide together. lan n aza ntah slalu merantau ke mana. jen's looking for a new full time job..

gosh.. everyone is like so so so occupied. school sucks big time now sey.. macam nak meletop ni otak. the stupid-never-ending projects, reports, presentations den kan.. quiz lagi! assignments.. like i said ah.. skola ni macam tak kasi kiter graduate sey. bodo punye skola.

it's wednesday today n i didn't go to any classes. wanna know y? something happened n i tell now so, try not to ask too many k.. wait i cry.. :'(
ok.. last nite, i reached home at 9 plus plus. stayed back for project. den while i was having dinner, my dad complained his stomach pain n he cannot ang ah. den me, my mom n my dad tros gi hospital. abg su anta ah.. tak kan nak naik moto kan. there, at SGH, my dad tros was brought into the critical care. after waiting for so so long, the doctor came out n said suspected gallstone or stomach ulcer. :'( den much much much later, he was pushed to the normal ward. i look at him, kecian sey.. looking at him in so so much pain. today, the doctors schedule for him for an this procedure yg masok kan camera in the throat to check the stomach. by the way, (WIWIE, DUN TELL ANYONE YET TAU! LET MY MOM TELL UR MOM FIRST TAU!! U MUST SHHS TAU!! PROMISE???)
so now, we waiting for the result. hopefully it's not ulcer. so now, topping up with the problems at school. now this. cobaan from allah to me.. got to accept it lor.. so later n i guess tomorrow n the day after n the day after n the day after, i'll be going to SGH after school. but it's ok. anything for my ayah. :)

so, back to my pathetic school life.. tmr n thursday, actually all classes cancelled tau. due to the Engineering Project Show. den me n the rest happy ah bleh concentrate on projects. but den rite!!!!! dat @#$%%# photonics teacher of mine, still carry on with her torturous classes. so we still have to go ONLY FOR THE @#$$% CLASS!! merepek peh keling!

oklah.. back to doing my STUPID projects. yey.. best nye.. oh wow.

bodo punye skola.

dah tu aje.

greetings from wilmslow, manchester!!!

2004-09-06T06:00:00.000+08:00

hi mendakians..

haloo.... how r u all? how u guys doing? miss u guys so much.. i'm surviving!! i had a very busy day yesterday.. my nephew, danial's gf(jade) and her fren overnite kat our hse(kecik2 dah pandai overnite2 kat rumah bf).. they really suck all my energy b**Ls.. they make me watch tv wit them, eat, main siapa kentut paling kuat, sing, asking me all sort of questions, play wrestling and etc.. i didn't get to sleep till like 3.15 am(that is 10.15am sin time) and i had to wake up 10am in the morning to help prepare breakfast.. i almost give up seh!! in the morning it was ok tau.. they went to the playground and ard 1 pm like that i nak gi town and they all had to follow.. i had to babysit 4 kids.. lucky my sister jaga amarissa and imran kalau tak agaknya badan i dah tinggal skin and bones. so the whole trip to town i had to babysit 4 budak kecik yg menyakitkan hati!! mana2 i pegi mesti 1 of them pekik "cik wie, cik wie "!! irritating sak!! oh ya! even the kids here call me "cik wie". i feel so tua seh! ok i continue.. at first everthing was ok we went jalan2 for like an hour or so. then i went this place called primark..oh my god they really make my blood go up stairs seh! wanna know why?ok first they were playing the "who kentut paling kuat" i was still ok tau. then they were playing hide and seek.. tu ok lagi but then as we pass the ladies section abbey( jade's fren) main lastik seluar dalam at everyone!!mak kau i punya bingit!! tu buat i sakit hati. i just pulled all of them out of the store and scream at them in front of everybody like wat esha did to the nyonya jual buah kat tampines.... i dah betul2 naik angin seh at that time..masa tu jgn cakap budak2 tu je terdiam, org2 yg saw wat i did pun terdiam.. after that incident we all straight balik rumah.. none of them argue wit me.. haaaaa.. itu lah story i pada hari ini.. oh ya before i forget.. i ada news.. i'm not coming back for hari raya.. something just came up.. oklah i gtg it's almost midnite and i have to wake up early to send the kids to skool.. u guys take care.. miss u guys so much..

bye!

ape aey...

2004-08-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

sigh... i blogged so so much sey just now.. den save it, den went to fetch fidah, den came back, no where to be found!!!!!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! GERAM!!!!! dah next week aje ah.. bodo punye blogger.

dah tu aje.

MEMANG!

2004-08-24T13:08:00.000+08:00

hai la badan..

hai la nyawa..

hai la kawan.. betol punye busy eh seme.. sampai tak de time nak update? ni mesti either malas atau malas atau u guys nye life is simply boring? haha!!

it's been exactly week since the last post. which was mine i think. ok.. update.. hmmm.. it suck!!!! school dat is.. so many project. so little time, so lazy. lucky FYP dah ok. tu pon report due maybe next week. palm os.. dah start.. java like.. dunno how n where to start.. photonics.. ARGH!!!! the thought of dat maya is just so horrifying.. can't wait for the survey! she sucks ok! dian.. i'm sure u noe wat i'm talking about. lagi? MOE? hai.. still dunno why the hell do we have to take this subject. its management of enterprise. tak relevent langsung rite? lagi? hmm...

wiwi called me the other day.. god.. i miss her like hell... lucky got her picture here so won't forget how she look.. hehe.. she said she misses us.. she said evertime she went out n saw ppl lepaking with their friends.. she'll think of us.. poor her.. if only we rich eh.. den everytime during break ke.. after scholl ke.. bleh gi sana jumpa dier jap eh.. luch ke.. dinner ke.. wah.. best. n it was is is raing cubes there.. mak datuk.. benjol ah kepala.. i miss New Zealand.. speaking about dat.. my sis is really thinking of moving there.. but the problem is.. wat can i do there? there's this seminar.. on wat can i study here dat NZ recognise.. but.. it's all so not interesting..
have i said it's such a wonderful country? it is..

so.. me n jen still not meeting much.. n we frequently quarrel.. because never meet ah.. but den after compromising.. we still good.. inshaallah..

yesterday, after school, met esa.. wen to central century carpark. passed the barrier, skali kena panggil. must pay $1.05 ex rite? the last time i went, passed the barrier, tak kena baya.. tak yah put coupon.. yesterday suay.. so we went back out, to the open space car park.. ah.. 0.65 sen je.. den we went buy stickers.. den we had dinner. we had a long girl to girl heart to heart talk.. we agree on almost everthing sey.. sometimes.. i talk den she'll like nod her head so vigorously, agreeing with me.. haha.. it's so so.. easy to talk so someone who understand u so well..!! sigh.. i miss dian too.. called her yesterday, she busy with wal.. fidah.. busy with werk.. GIRLS!!!!! lepas project we meet up together gether k..?

tomorrow's my mom birthday.. i bought her a top already but i thing i should get something with it too.. but everythings so ex now.. tot wanna get her a bag, it's 30 bucks. n it's at bedok n dunno if still got stock. brooch? she got plenty. tudong, she got millions. jewellery? goodness.. bankrup ler.. den wat??? must get something later.. meeting kak mimi at town. hehe.. cabot blaja lagi.. notti notti!

ok dah tu aje.

oh well..

2004-08-17T10:08:00.000+08:00

hi u guys..

it's school again after 1 week of break. some of u might think break aper sey with the stress n all with bloody projects?? as for me, some of u already knew, i went to new zealand from sunday to sunday. how was it? it was fantastic!!!!

me, aaliyah, kak ina, abg su and my parents went off on the 8th. dear, esa, bear dian n lyn sent us off.. so so so sweet of them rite.. den we reached auckland, got problem with baby iman tickets. bloody fool international ground staff! she said we dun have tickets for her. so we were to buy tix at domestic terminal. when we reached there, it turned out that, for infants domestic tix, it's FREE lah!!!

ok.. at the airport, i took pic with legolas.. hehe.. gembira tak tercount!!! on the way to queenstown, in the plane, the view is just so so fantastic! got myself excited with all the mountain with snow.. my mom, was like... 'ala.. macam kuih mak buat je...'

the sencond day at queenstown, we planned to go to this ski place, Coronet's Peak. n u know wat. on the way there, it start snowing!!! ape lagi! we all excited sampai tak bleh ang!!! wen we reached there, we played n played with snow.. had snow fight with abg su n kak ina.. den we went to the resort, where the rental place n cafe is.. den..... it started to blizzard.. so we were stuck there for like 3 hours. couldn't drive off coz the snow's too thick.. sigh.. best tau..

the place is like so so damn peaceful.. the air is clean.. the scenery is postcard perfect n the expressway, is like.. in between mountains.. fields.. singapore?? wat did u get in expressway? ERP!

later later, we went Arrowtown, wanaka, den chirstchuch(which is flooded with cars n korean, china japs.. so boring) den fly back to auckland, den drive to rotorua, den drive to matamata, to see the hobbiton movie set, den drive back to auckland.

u wanna know wat? all the time i was there, i wonder how will it be like all of us were to be there.. we'll be like so excited that it's cold.. basically excited over anything ah.. and hosnestly, i really didn't wanna come back. come back to this stress, hot, kelam kabot country. flying back to reality, hours plus long is really heart breaking.. i really wanna stay there.. but to stay there alone with no family, no jen or no u guys????? how???? i might die of loneliness sey.. nauzubillah!

now, back in reality werld.. it sucks! i have fyp project due tomorrow, which by the way pcd blom siap, software project, photonic project (i failed this subject term test) (wats so surprising about this?) MOE project, Palm OS project. upcoming quizes, final exams.. goodness.. i really hope god will help me get through all this. amin.

u noe wat i just realise? we haven't been slacking for so so so long!! we haven't been going out together, cometo did of it, u guys did at night.. n i missed all that. i miss those TAC days.. ice skating days.. playing game ramai ramai days.. sigh.. wat to do? we all have too many things we have to do i guess.. n i miss wiwie so much..

wi.. come back.. :'(

ok dah tu aje..

she's a BIG BIG girl, in a BIG BIG world

2004-08-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

my cat jz went thru her sterilization this morning. she was already scared since the time i brought her out from the house. she was meowing loudly in her kitty litter. while in the car, i opened the door of the cage. she ran towards the small space under the seat. i tried to pull her but she stiffened her body & refused to come out. at last. i tricked her into coming out. haha! i knew u too well, my dear.

when we reached the vet, there were quite a number of other pets - dogs, rabbits, a lot of other cats. hey was so scared, she hid under the covers tt i'v placed in her litter. the vet told us we could leave her at the clinic n come back after 5pm. at home, Tok kept asking when i'm gona fetch Hey. she says she's missing Hey already cuz there's nobody to disturb her in the kitchen.

in the evening, when i picked her up, she was crying, i'm serious! tears overflowed from her eyes. her stiches were still raw & damp. tok even cried looking at her in this plight. Hey was very weak seyy. she could not even stand up. her feet would wobble n she'd fall. so all she has been doing is jz lie. she looked strained. but at least her ears had not been snipped off!

sweetie, u'r 1 of the most important thing in my life. i love you, dear. get well soon, insya'allah.
p.s: i'm talking abt my cat.

Hey trying to stand up but fell cuz her hind legs were too weak.

2004-08-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hey Cat's belly has been shaved, operated on & sewed on. it's really scary..

Happy Holidays! :D

2004-08-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

my aunts at Fort Canning on National Day eve. got this Pop Yeh Yeh thingy.. all are my aunts except for the 3rd from right in pink tudung and pink top. tt's Aishah M's mom, who is almost always present whenever we have gatherings. weeeeeeeeeeeee...!!

2004-08-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

this pic was taken at Tanjong Rhu, where we were to watch the fireworks clearly on National Day. da la tak dpt tgk NDP, tgk fireworks pon jadi la.. weeeeeeeeeeeee...!!

2004-08-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

hehe, a picture of my Hey Cat. sab, she's watching over you. haha! miss you, girl! take care n have fun!

bowin sey.....

2004-08-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

hiyazz guyz.....
i miss sab.... i miss esa.... i miss dian..... i miss wiwie.... haiz.... i'm now at my frenz place.... preparing for my project moderation.... haiz.... itz tis afternoon... scary sey.... and my project alamak.... ada chance fail... my pojek is about connecting 2 PDA together.. we haven't test the program yet... cos one of the PDA cannot be on.... damn SIP students.... took the PDA and then never charge... my group have been charging the PDA since 10 am yesterday... sampai nari pun tak boleh on... cos the back-up battery is SOOOOO.... FLAT..... tatin sey...... then its like this week is the term break but its been a hectic week for me.... werk pojek.... but today me gi enjoy... later goin chalet.... at least sumthin arh.... envy sab sey.... she's there enjoyin herself.... ~sigh~ klah... i gtg nak kena print transparency.... take care peeps....

Happy 39th Berfday Singapore!!!

2004-08-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

Hi to all!!

How's ur weekends? mine was so-so lah... I got to watch NDP '04 Preview on Sat. My cuzzin ada 2 tix extra, so went wif my sis.. Overall, it was ok lah.. But i just love the parade march past n the firewerks. Those are my favs every year without fail.. However, the atmosphere cannot be compared with the Aug 9th. It lacks of the patriotic feeling... Aniwei, managed to meet Fir kat Stadium pasal dia kena deploy or sumthing like that@ the National Stadium.

On Sunday, kita gi Suntec n after walking aimlessly for about an hour *while window shop, of course*, kita decided nak gi jalan2 @ Marina Waterfront. So, we went n he parked his bike @ esplanade. There were so many ppl there. At first we tot ada gig, but banyak family2 yg datang.. we've got no idea wat was the occasion all abt... And there was a lot of cameras on tripods along the bridge. macam filmstar nak dtang pulak... Den we met Fir's Ex- teacher n she told us," Hah, korang tak tahu ada apa kat sini?! Ada Fireworks display lah kat sini!" No wonder lah byk camera... Eh, kita pun happen to bring a camera... Talking about being at the right place n at the right time. We found place to seat next to the merlion n we waited... It was drizzling but it did not dampen the spirits of Singaporeans who came to watch the display...

Den at about 8:05 pm, the first firework was shot out. den another n another... Oh my god, it was MAGNIFICENT!!!! We were awed at the sights of the firewerks! Y not? It was definitely better than the NDP parade! N it lasted for about 10 minutes or so...

We highly recommend all of u to watch it... there will be another 2 displays on the 8th n 15th of Aug. It starts at about 8 pm. Teams from Singapore, USA n Hong Kong are providing the display. For more information visit: http://www.ndp.org.sg/oursingapore/celebrate/cs_fireworks.html
But just be prepared to bring umbrellas or raincoats or wateva, cos the weather is pretty unpredictable nowadays... Must came n watch ok!!

Take care ppl and have great dae! C u on my next blog...

so long never write...

2004-08-02T06:10:00.000+08:00

it's been 1 month and 17 days since i last see s'pore.. oh! how i miss lepaking outside with my frens.. oh ya.. did i tell u guys that i'm studying here? i think i didn't..ok.. i'm actually having my test today and i'm so damn tired.. i've been studying the whole week... i'm now taking private secretarial (AGAIN) and my brother-in-law is paying me £100 a month... it's S$320.. cukuplah utk sorang... lagipun i tak kuar sgt here.. so how's everybody? miss u guys so much seh.. everytime i go out with my nephew's gf i could see all the teenage girls with their frens and all.. jealous seh!! sometimes i wish nak jadi superwoman kejap and fly back to s'pore meet u guys, lepak jap, gi makan and then malam balik sini balik...
oklah.. i gtg.. need to get back to work.. take care...miss u guys so much.. MUAH!!!!

So maNy stOriEs To teL,So LaZy To TyPe

2004-08-01T12:50:00.000+08:00

WoW......ItS ReaLi shOcKinG To See hoW The pRoGreSS In MeNdAkS! It S gReaT tO CaTcH uP On My FriEnDs DaIlY ChApTers Of liFe!....It shows how long we've not been meeting up huh?! well....last two days have been hectic for me, aishah Putih slept over my place to finish up the freaking FYP project......aishah,sab,fidah-wen the hell wil it be ure turn to come over-n do the little mischievious things onli girls know how....hehhe we shuld make it like a girls thing huh....tengok gambar2 lama,talk endlessly,pillow fites,and ketawa ketawa sampai jatuh katil...hehhe BEST!!!

Got sabo from dear MEl.....Tanks a Lot....ANd tanks Bear for Showing The video to everyone else EXCLUDING Me!!! HmPF! hmmm....wEnt riding...not dat i ride or wat ill forever be a pillian(do i spell it rite) 3 gals on the bike...Guys stuff in one car...it was fun to me cuz im just resting and enjoying the wind swoosh-ing tru my face...hheehe but i tink the girls r damn shagged. Bear la want to bring us to hillview tengok rumah hantu....but den he dun knoe the way......KENTAL!! hahah so we go round n round to i dun evn knoe wer the hell is dat place....tapi best ah!!!i pity aishah though...and lyn(aishah's cousin da complain pantat krem....haha!)

LifE havE been greAt and wonDerfUL....I Miss ErL....(who's in aust,HAving one hell of a gReat time down der...but poor david ;<>

*AlWaYs Look on the BriGht SiDe oF LIFE.....* Tiu...Tiu....Tiu Tiu tiu Tiu Tiu..... =:)

penat giler....

2004-07-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

damn... so fast dah nak kat weekend... and darn... nxt week term test... i really hated skool suy... its like... this semester is the most suckiest semester... its already soooo SHORT... then there's soooo many project.... aaaarrrrrggggGHHHHH!!!!! iritatin sey....
altogether there are 6 projects due this semester.... inc. FYP "giler lah" macam maner nak cope... my weekdays packed with werking and buat projects.... weekend pulak... kejer... mak ai.... penat sey.... the term break week is FYP moderation... then have to do project... kalau macam gitu... why do they call it term break.... haiz.... iritatin sey skolah.... i haven't start studyin for my term test... i dunno if sab has started studyin....

happy nye!! tak ter count!!!

2004-07-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

Guess wat guess wat guess wat??????????
wiwi called me yesterday!!!!! anjat kejab!! i miss her so so much! there's so much to talk about and so so little time! she told me, no ah.. actully she made me so jealous by telling me her trip trip to paris! YES!! PARIS!!! although she got phobia going up to high high places, she managed to go up to the top of the eiffiel tower!! (tetap kita pat skola ngah stress!) so wiwie, were u wearing t shirt n shorts again? oh.. n she went to London too!! best kan!!..(tetap kita pat skola ngah stress) the sad part ah.. she told me, wen she see other people with their frens, she sad and she feel like crying coz she teringat us and she miss us so so so much! (wiwie we miss u alot too! so much!!) oh.. some of u might have msg her n all.. she can't really reply becoz mahal babe!! received msg 50sen and sent msg pon 50sen.. n do u know.. if she were to call n msg us alot, her bill can sum up to over 1k eh!! mak datuk... so must understand understood.. but dun stop msging her ah.. nanti kesian dier sedih pasal tak de org msg dier.. sigh.. can't wait for her to get back. oh oh!! the funny part, she asked me.. 'the tag borad tu kan, macam mana nak type msg ah?' hehe.. cute ah wiwi!! nasib baik dier tak blonde.

ok.. the not so happy part.
i'm still so-called sick. i dunoo if i have some kind of a disease or wat. i have been coughing n coughing for like one month now.. i'm getting scared actually. inshaallah it's nothing severe.. next. term test coming n i haven't even start studing at all. 4 subjects in total. fyp project jugement is in 2 weeks time. the best part, the day of the judging, i won't be in town. so how??? wat if my reason not approved? i can't not go!! Legolas waiting for me already! sigh.. should i lie? or should i tell my tak-boleh-harap-dan-tak-guna supervisor? if i lie i say i sick on dat day, where got prove?? aiya banyiak susah hor!

next. me n jen.. we still not meeting much.. very sad u noe.. how like this? maybe this is a test to see if we are strong.. u guys are so lucky that u guys can spend more time with him. i myself can't.

i miss him so much. :'(

ok dah tu aje.

lurve you guyz sey......

2004-07-26T10:29:00.000+08:00

this is my first time bloggin sey... as in realllly bloggin.... first of all... i wanna thank my bestest aishah, dian and sab... thanx for celebratin my birthday.. seriusly i'm lost for werdz... and thanx to bob, bear and sape sape tu froggy.... hehehe.... this birthday is REALLY a WONDERFUL birthday sey... i really had fun on friday... thanx to my groupmate... THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYZ & GERLZ FOR EVERYTHING.... thanx for every little things that you guyz did... i feel so appreciated by my frenz sey... not like some a%#@*&^.... heheheh i'll tell you guyz how i celebrated my b'day...

The first gift.....
i got my first gift on sunday... that is on the 18th of July.... its frm my boss... corine.... i got a pair of NIKE shoez... i was like so speechless sey... i wasn't expecting it.... it cost ard $109... we celebrated at my werkplace... then she gave me the shoez.... haiz..... i so lurve her....

The second celebration...
Gosh... it was on my birthday.... and damn... have to do fyp project..... went to danial's place.... and he baked me a chocolate fudge cake, his mum cooked...... arrrghhh... it taste great sey... *YUMMY* i got a huge winnie the pooh soft toy (bonchet) and necklace..... this is like the first time sey... a bunch of guyz celebrated my birtday.... i feel so lucky....

The third celebration... (the bestest one).....
Yeay... it was with the gerlz..... aishah... dian and sab.... tell u what actually happen... sab and i finish skewl at 1.... so we met dian at ard 1 plus.... and waited for aishah to finish her quiz at 4.... then u noe arh.... sab & aishah got their bike... so i told dian to take the bus with me... then at 4 we accompanied sab meet esa at carpark... there... suddenly aishah got a spare helmet... then she said she pillion dian... darn... i felt like crying sey.... cos kena take the bus sowang2.... argghhh.... jeng jeng jeng... sab also brought a spare helmet.... haiz... kena tipu.... so we ride together gether to TM.... hehehehe happy giler sey.... dapat tumpang sab.... i was the first gerl and the first person she pillion... woohooo..... gerek....
Then we sat behind TM... the usual place.... aishah & sab gi "toilet".... toilet diorang lamer giler.... they came back around 15 mins later... with cake.... i so lup u gerlz sey.... they gave me three presents.... which i so lurve.... but before i get to enjoy the presents... have to go thru the pain of unwrapping the giftz.... u guyz shud noe wat i mean... it took me like more than 30 mins to unwrap those three giftz.... first it was the ever so beautiful butterfly perlini's silver necklace... (which i wanted to buy but they didn't know that's the one that i want... cos i never told them anything... but they knew it... great mind think alike... heheheh), the second gift was the pink shirt from sab... that's my first pink shirt... i will alwayz remember it.... the last gift which i unwrap was the toe socks.... heheheh my first toe sock... i so need it... they know what i need.... best sey.... i was like speechless then.... it was near to six... and dian has to go... sowie dian cos you masuk keje lambat... thanx so much gerl... aishah sent dian to werk and sab sent me to her hm... the journey back was like yeay... best sey... it was drizzling pat xpressway... then sab..... heheheh she was scared b'cos she scared i was scared... but i wasn't... heheheheheh get it??? when it was nearin to her place.... she actually jalan pat chevron marking.... kalau tp dah kena immediate failure... then also she langgar amber light... dah kena brape pts tu.... hahaha then she shaky shaky... but we reached home safely..... that was like the bestest day in my life.... that was the best.... not until i make some guy #$@^& spoil my day.... tak important sey... anyway... THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH GERLZ..... LURVE YA....

On saturday...
i didn't expect any more gift.... then my fwen, rondy, fetch me hm frm werk(its been a long time since some guy fetch me frm werk... so sweet of him.. since he stay pat tamp) anyway we sat at my blk and talk... then he took out a silver box with a red ribbon... i opened up... and its a pair of levi's jeanz.... hehehe i was speechless....it was great sey..... haiz.... tak terkata hamba.....

Today....
just now... me saw aishah... i really really tak expect anything else.... then... she took out a 77th street bag and pass it to me.... gosh.... tersengih sey me.... but again nak kena unwrap it... cos its covered with tape.... it was a green wrist band which i wanted to buy since dunno when.. but tak terbeli.... heheheheh thank you aishah..... thank you thank you so very the much..... kan best kalau this whole mth my birthday..... heheheh best sey.....

I REALLY THANK MY SOOO.... WONDERFUL FWENZ.... THE GIFTZ, THE BLOGGED, THE WISHES... THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH....!!!!! THANX tau.... so very the much.... lastly... patik minta diri dahulu yer.... a'kum.... thank u guyz..... =)

la la la la, la la la la, elmo's song..!

2004-07-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

k, today we celebrated fidah's bas'day! i know her b'day was 2 days ago but hey, it's the thought tt counts. i hope u had a great time, fidah! anyway, the four of us girls (sab, fidah, dian n i) we rode hehe.. then i sent dian to work while sab sent fidah home. hehe.. i had fun! fidah was lucky enuff not to get sabo(ed) by dian! haha, miracle isn't it?

anyway, if u guys have watched spiderman 2, the song vindicated, was sung by my favourite(est) band, Dashboard Confessional. i don't understand y it is now commercialized. but anyway, since it's already playing on the radio, i really have to tell u guys, if u r into emo songs - Dashboard Confessional is just for you!

i love every single tiny winny itsy bitsy bit of their songs. almost everything! read the lyrics & you'll understand y.. but these are the few of my favourites! A Plain Morning, Again I Go Unnoticed, Hands Down, Jamie, Screaming Infidelities (the best!), The Best Deceptions, The Good Fight, to name a few. But seriously, they ARE good! jen pon confirm kalah! oh ya, Yellowcard is good too. & it's also playing on air already.. Avondale, Ocean Avenue, Only One, Powder.. But these songs not as emo as Dashboard Confessional. DC is still the best! weeeeeeeeeeeee..!!

*sings*
I begged you not to go.
I begged you, I pleaded.
Claimed you as my only hope
and watched the floor as you retreated.
-The Good Fight-

...SiLa AmBiL PeRhAtiaN...

2004-07-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

Singapore - Klang...!!!
Singapore - Klang...!!!
Singapore - Klang...!!!

Kwang Kwang Kwang,

       Sila ambil perhatian, utk pengetahuan umum,
       Kenanga ialah Ms Fidah &
       Ms Fidah ialah Kenanga...

Itu sahajalah yg kita nak cakap, adios...!!!
Kalau nak tau sebab-sebab dipanggil kenanga,
silalah hubungi talian hotline, yg Sungguh HOT,

BEN: 90887489...
OK GO!!!!!!

The Mendaks Clan...

Malboro Malaysian Motorcycle Grand Prix 2006

Astargfirullah, Alhamdulillah, Allahu Akhbar

Sentosa with the girls

Dedication to someone who have touched our life deeply. .

Tioman.. it was b-e-a-utiful.

Welcome to the Singapore Zoological Garden

Mendaks so mendak liao..

The day Sabbie bike tyre burst

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

The Birth of Fidah's Little Baby

Rain and shine!

Presenting..

i love you, baby!

Selamat Hari Natal.. hehe

sunshine keep falling on my face

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Gurls in JB on 22 October2005

My Love(S)

Wiwie da engaged..

Presenting Ery Kental Bacin, Kentang Buah Lychee

Happy 21st Bas'day Fidah!!!

Danke SchoN!

One ring to rule them all!!!

i want a 14-inch teeeveeeeeeeeeeee!!

hmmm..

peh mendak..

maner lah korang!!dah lesap?!?!

oklah...

hello.....

the simple life

Aku nak emo lak... Boleh? Cipap! Boleh ah!

hai lah hidup...

assalamualaikum!!!

Happy New Year Mendaks!

Photo time! by yours truly - wiwie

sigh....

You Know itZ bacK...

To my dearest sab....

Darn i'm back in singapore.....

hoi hai...

1 week to Hari Raya! Weee..!!

It rained goddamn heavily again today, Godsmack!

It rained goddamn heavily today, Godsmack!

ROCK NVR DIE!

oh well....

WHoosh~~Whadda...??

dedication.

Happy Childrens Day!!! Weeeeeeeeeee!

:: Mendak Pic of the week!!! Weeeeee! ::

Basdea....!!!

Te Dush, Ching!

Happy 20th Birthday to the twins!!!

Listen ya'll, i got a story to tell... *wink*

:: Mendak Pic of the week!!! Weeeeee! ::

3 more weekies.....

:: Mendak Pic of the week!!! Weeeeee! ::

MoNdAy BlUeS...

Nak crita crita!!!

Weeeeeeeeee...!!

Tis is JEN speaking....

Gambar gambar aja si...

greetings from Temasek Poly, EN23-5-127

greetings from wilmslow, manchester!!!

ape aey...

MEMANG!

oh well..

she's a BIG BIG girl, in a BIG BIG world

Happy Holidays! :D

bowin sey.....

Happy 39th Berfday Singapore!!!

so long never write...

So maNy stOriEs To teL,So LaZy To TyPe

penat giler....

happy nye!! tak ter count!!!

lurve you guyz sey......

la la la la, la la la la, elmo's song..!

...SiLa AmBiL PeRhAtiaN...

Listen ya'll, i got a story to tell... wink